what if i fonted you that you could have any attentionisto that you wanted?
even if that attentionisto yell to the mountain tops that they are straight?
or the ones who were soooooooooo offended that i posted them on The Foxhole?
i’m sure many of The Foxholers are like “feed me the juice“.
others probably don’t believe and that’s fine.
i’ve learned that it’s actually quite easy but like everything,
it comes with a price.
i have been inside the soft underbelly of the “gay for pay” but straight attentionistos.
Foxhole…

Subscribe to continue reading

Become a paid subscriber to get access to the rest of this post and other exclusive content.

Type your email…

Subscribe

Already a paid subscriber?

i have to font this…

Give yourself props if you went after a male that claimed they were “straight”.

not because its DL shit but because you followed your instincts.
not only that,
you went after what you wanted and got it.
give yourself props for that.
you did something that many want to do.
they are paying for 2 second clips; you got the real thing.
some of you have bagged some of the sexiest off social media.
ya’ll have shown me pics,
texts,
and videos and i always ask myself…

Continue reading “another “how to” reminder in bagging “straights” off IG” →

I tried to be kind.
Didn’t work.
I tried to be a friend.
Didn’t work.
I tried to be straight.
Didn’t work.
I tried to be gay.
Didn’t work.
I will always be a fox trapped in a cage.

 i learned very early that i will always be “a problem“.
i will always be picked apart and told to be like others to succeed.
others get to speak up for themselves but when i do it:

i was taught that i am the issue.
if i was just like all the other boys,
i’d be better.
i’d get to live a great life.
i would get all the likes and the comments.
i would be invited first.
i wouldn’t get talked about behind my back ever.
so what did i do?..

Continue reading “you are never going to accept me so i surrender” →

as i’ve been writing on the foxhole,
i have heard many stories.
some i’ve been like “huh?” and others i genuinely understand.
gay/bi males want love and when straights surround you,
many who resemble “the prototype”,
are bound to get finessed by one deemed “the one”.
i saw the following question on reddit:

What’s the lowest thing you ever did for a straight boy?

and i’ll be 100 with you…

Continue reading “have you ever given head in hopes of being chosen by the straight boy?” →

as you know,
or not,
you may get with a male who is pretty new to this life.
he was interested in YOU and that’s about it.
if the relationship turns toxic,
he may never want to be with another male ever again.
this is how i feel about zed and ray (and not zednray).
they came,
they came together,
and they saw it was no need to continue their public relationship anymore.
from many of our viewpoints,
ray came off like he was more into zed tbh.
it seems like ray is not into this whole “gay” thing anymore.

he spoke more in-depth about it on a recent ig live…

Continue reading “ray, of zednnoray, is not gay and is not trying to be gay any longer?” →

“What is with all this gay shit on Power?????” – one of my straight wolf associates said.

i’m not watching “power book 2: ghost” with the son,
tariq.
it’s not that i don’t wanna watch but i’m kinda “eh” about it.
i stopped watching well into the first season somewhere.
i think around their winter break.
tariq and the mother highkey annoyed me on the original power.
ill tune in one of these days.
anyway,
i’ve been hearing about the gay sex scenes on the show.
the last thing i saw was the gay brother smashing a dude in art class.
his mother,
played by mary j,
found his drawing and figured out he was gay.
i’m gonna font something that may get me in trouble.
even tho 50s mouth and fingers are wild disrespectful…

Continue reading “the black straights are upset about all the gay sex on power book 2: ghost” →