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my rejections require my attention

i was listening to a podcast today from dr. thema.
it’s called “the homecoming podcast with dr. thema“.
she has many topics about self love and care,
but one topic i have been feeling recently is rejection.
nothing hurts the soul more than being rejected.

at the end of the podcast,
she assigned homework.

“What have you learned from the rejections?
What did it teach you about yourself?
What did it teach you about relationships?
What did it teach you about acceptance?”

well…

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Posted in BULLETIN BOARD

things to ask the foxhole about the upcoming podcast

so i’m so excited ya’ll.
i feel like things are starting to make sense again.
the upcoming podcast is shaping up to be something special.
karaoke and i had a long conversation about the outline and format today.
of course,
like the foxhole,
it’s going to be conversational opinion podcast.
for the first time in a while,
i found happiness in doing it.
of course,
i’m all for the foxhole getting involved.
so i have a question

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Posted in BULLETIN BOARD

i’m going to tell you a secret.

foxhole…
i have something i want to share with you.
just between us.
ready?
come here…

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so derrick gordon and darren young have very specific dating preferences?

so i’ll be honest with you foxhole…

I completely forgot about Derrick Gordon

 you guys kept sending me this story,
but i was like “who?“.
it wasn’t until i realized that i wrote about him a long time ago.
he was the first pre-baller basketball wolf to come out.
during his coming out phase,
he decided to debut that he was dating an older white male:

…and that was the end of that.
matter fact,
all those black gay athletes who weren’t dating within their race are all mia.
in 2019,
derrick has a youtube channel called “derrick gordon“.
in a recent episode,
he had darren young as a special guest.
another one i wrote and forgot about.
darren is the first openly gay wrestler in the wwe.
this was his boyfriend cc: “people“:

they decided to defend their past dating choices and well…

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Posted in THEY ONLY LIKE THEIR WATER AT ROOM TEMPERATURE X MARKS THE FOX

someone give diddy a hug for me

some people don’t realize what it’s like to lose a loved one.
imagine losing two parents?
when holidays or special occasions come around,
you can really feel their absence.
i’ve spent the last couple days on the couch,
crying randomly over this upcoming “mother’s day”.
some years it’s i’m good”; other years can be tough.
this is a tough year.
so diddy is still grieving the loss of kim porter,
who died last year of pneumonia.
on the “yes girl!” podcast from “essence”,
diddy broke down while speaking about his first mother’s day without kim…
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Posted in STREET WALKER TALK ABOUT THAT "D" THEY ONLY LIKE THEIR WATER AT ROOM TEMPERATURE X MARKS THE FOX

A$AP Rocky Likes It From The Back (or Legs Up) (or On All Fours)

,
Screen Shot 2015-12-30 at 7.57.17 PMas i’ve learned in 2015,
more wolves are embracing the “freak hoe” that lurks inside them.
more straight wolves are now open to getting their groceries eaten.
for those who don’t know what that means,
it means they like their ass eaten clean.
yes this is that kind of entry.
some get so turned out by getting it done,
they will throw their legs in the air just to have it done by a vixen.
are they clean?
have they fleeted?

now that is another story.
well it seems a$ap rocky is a huge fan of getting his groceries eaten.
marisa mendez,
co host of joe budden’s pod cast aptly named,
  “i’ll name this podcast later”,
dropped the grocery list on a$ap rocky and well…
(this entry is NSFW,
18^,

and not for the “straight” straights)
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