i really don’t like giving up.
that might be a gift and a curse when it came to people or jobs.
i’ve stuck around with filth way past its expiration date.
as you know,
ive been on the hunt for a new therapist.
every time i said i was gonna give up,
i’m led to a new direction in finding one.
i had my first assessment with a new one today and…

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so it happened.
i met with the big wolf earlier today.
i was really excited to meet with him.
the job had me on level “wits end” so my mood was perfect.
when i went to his floor…
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so it happened today.
“the meeting” i was talking about yesterday…
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so i took a day off today.
i needed a break.
i slept pretty much all day in result.
this job drains my energy.
anyway i received an email from the boss,
CC everyone that works in my department…

“DEPARTMENTAL MEETING TOMORROW.
MANDATORY”

guess i’ll be in work tomorrow.

i was gonna call out again.
mr. green,
the person who hired me,
will also be there as well.
there was also a part about being able to:

“speak about any issues you may have”

i got a text from the wolf in my department couple minutes after.
he wanted to know if i also received the email.
he said he was gonna say something and speak his mind.
he said everyone wants to speak as well.
i guess in my defense,
i have some things to say as well,
but i had to wonder…
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“jamari check the calendar.
we have a meeting at 4pm today.
the vp and “liar liar” are also meeting with us.” – my boss.

oh jesus.
that is when i felt the butterflies in my stomach that wanting to escape out my butt…
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“hi.”

that was the message you got on the chat site.

“sup.”

that is the message you sent back.
that message lead to numerous conversations.
good ass convo too.

“are you judgmental?”

that was his question.

“______________________”

you can fill in the blanks for your answer.
he unlocks his picture:

you like it huh?
he asks if he can meet you tonight?
he is going to be wearing a orange polo,
khaki shorts,
and some kicks.
he told you meet him at the starbucks at ____________.
you will see his:

…parked outside.
you go to meet him and he is there.
you also see his range outside like he said.
you spot him before he sees you.
well…

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