there is light within the darkness if you really look for it.
it’s no secret i’ve expressed that these past few years have broken me.
i feel like i’ve had to be broken into a thoughts pieces to put myself back together.
this time,
i get to do it in my liking and not what others may accept of me.
this morning,
i had a thought about the people who’ve slipped away from my life.
those i was once close to,
or those i hoped to reconnect with,
but it never happened.
a random thought downloaded into my spirit this morning.
i felt the urge to text a good friend what i felt and i wanted to share it here…

foxhole…
i need a favor.
i need you to send your prayers and light to a foxhole vet.
his name is malcolm and you usually see him in the comments.
he has been such a huge supporter for me throughout the years.
well he lost his grandmother last thursday.
he is going through a lot and it takes nothing to pray for peace in his forest.

Can you do this for me?

malcolm,
you are in my continued prayers!
may you find peace within this and know she is in much better place.
i’m sure she lived a great life and would want you to do the same.
she will be watching and guiding you.
if you listen,
you will hear her.

much love,
jamari.

sometimes a fox likes em thick and light.
like this wolf i saw cum down my tumblr timeline here…
Continue reading “Thick ‘N’ Light Wolves Get The Foxes Hot” →

this is one of my favorite pictures.
its muhammad ali looking at his latest victim,
sonny liston,
like:

sit cho blockhead ass down nugga
uh!

i want this picture framed after ive made it.
hanging right in my townhouse or condo.
in my living room.
every time i look at it,
it will represent the fight of my life.
always winning even if i thought that i lost.
i know the foxhole is always trying to prove ourselves.
its tiring ain’t it?
we put up a good fight tho.
belee dat!
life is funny.
its like we are always fighting.
fighting people.
fighting ourselves.
fighting our circumstances.
some people have it easy.
they don’t even need to step in the ring of life.
they win just off the strength.
others are always sparring.
always training.

the funny thing is…
these battles are always leading you to where you need to be.
that was my day today.
i’m going to start a timeline of how shit went down…
Continue reading “The Fight of my Life (Round 2015)” →

new york is a mess.
buses and trains are a mess.
lower manhattan is still a mess.
amare stoudamire felt it like everyone else.
he had no electricity for a while,
and his jeep is currently, “under the sea“…

Continue reading “What Belongs To Amare Stoudamire Is Currently Sinking” →

eyes like deVane.
tats like arquez… and deVane.
lips like steven beck.
hype like george hill.
thirst trap like them all.
everyone one meet official young new.
this new york wolf has put in his bid to de-throne the other wolves.
i think he has a good shot…

Continue reading “The Brand New Light Skinned Wolf To Hit The Pleasure Hole” →