i usually keep it lowkey but today?
i’m claiming my happiness.
for years,
i felt like an outsider looking in,
surrounded by my straight peers/associates,
always questioning where i stood.
picking up pom poms to cheer many of them on but when it came to me,
i barely got the same energy that i needed.
i won’t lie but it always hurt my feelings because it made me feel used.
i’ve come to learn…

so you know we been in the foxhole for a minute.
every day,
i learn so much from you guys.
besides therapy,
my life has improved greatly because of my community.
i don’t have many male gay friends in real life but within the foxhole:

B!TCH,
I’M BLESSED.

i saw ^that tweet above and you know we like a gym wolf or 10.

i put this on my stories but i’m gonna post some facts i’ve learned in detail.
this may not apply to all attentionistos but it applies to many.
leggo…

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I GOT A QUESTION FOR THE FOXHOLE.
i don’t know why i started out with all caps.
anyhoo,
check it below the break…

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the foxhole and i have a lot of private conversations ( x in the backrooms ).
that is a place where my top supporters and we:

Have fox talk,
See sexy wolves in action,
talk about my more private side of life,
and be a lot more…
intimate.

not only that,
your continuous support allows me to keep doing this and the lights on.
i had an entry on ( x getting turned out using a bidet for the first time ).
i got so turned out that i’m gonna get one when i get back to new yawk.
many of the foxholers in the backrooms have been asking me about bidets.
^that picture is of the bidet that i use on the toilet down here.
this is the link to that bidet from amazon…

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i was having a discussion with my therapist last week,
super depressed,
and telling her how i’m running out of money.
i don’t even have much food in my fridge.
i’ve been trying to save the little bit of money that i have for rent.
from friends,
foxholers,
and my therapist…

“Why don’t you open up a Patreon for your work?”

i didn’t know what that would look like for me tbh.
every time i tried to get sponsors and ads,
i would get rejected because of the kind of content we talk about here.
it really made me feel like i hit a wall.
another question i had was…

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recently on the foxhole,
there have been major loading issues.
sometimes the site won’t load or it would take forever to refresh.
i called my hosting company to find out what was going on.
the gentleman told me:

“So your site is running slow because you get a lot of traffic.”

how much traffic,
you ask?
well per the stats…

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