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Dear Jamari,

First and foremost I just want to let you know that I love your daily blogs. They’re on my top 5 “do to” lists whenever I decide to log on my laptop every morning. It’s nice to have a little haven where we can all relate in some way as black men in the LGBT community.

This is going to be a bit of a ride so buckled up..

Now here is the thing.. I am a 19 year old student and I currently live with my parents. They know I’m gay since I came out to them a year ago but they weren’t too pleased about it (duh) so ever since that day they pretty much brushed it under the rug and never spoke about it ever since. My father took it better than my mother, he thinks it’s a phase and my mother just walked out the room when I came out because she couldn’t take it. Nothing bad happened though, no insults/beatings etc. They just couldn’t wrap their heads around it so it got awkward. My brothers & sister took it well though. Needless to say I feel lost when it comes to having guidance being a black gay man. I feel like had I had a mentor or advice given to me while I was dealing with this then I wouldn’t have made a lot of the mistakes that I’ve made. Especially in my mid-teens.

Anyways, my supervisor at my retail job decided to end my contract a few days before Christmas so as you know I was really beat up about it. Needless to say a modelling agent who scouted me weeks before that just informed me that I got signed to my current modelling agency. However after a month in, I still haven’t gotten any talks about payments for the work that I did so I feel like I was sold a dream. So I don’t have much faith in it anymore..

So here comes to juicy part, I signed up to this site for Sugar Daddies/Babies called “Seeking Arrangement” all out of boredom and curiosity. I am 6’3, bronze complexion, have an athletic build & have a really chiseled bone structure. Now a couple guys have hit me up, and one guy who flew in my city yesterday to visit for business wants me to go on a date with him tomorrow. He let me know that as a part of our arrangement that physical intimacy will definitely have to happen at some point if I want to keep this arrangement going. This guy has a networth of more than $620,000. His profile stated that his networth was $6 mill. I’ll take that with a grain of salt though. He is average looking and he really wants to spoil me.

Here is the issue, I haven’t been paid in a while and I am in real need of quick money. I’m tired of asking my parents for money when I know they have to provide for my siblings too. I have needs. But there is a side of me that feels so grim for even going along with this. I feel like I was blessed with a life where I don’t need to do it and I feel lowkey immoral for it too. I was damn near depressed in class all day today thinking about it. I feel like I’ll be scarred for life if I have sex for money. Because that pretty much what having a Sugar Daddy is all about. But in the other side of my mind I was thinking about all the money that I could get.. I’m just so torn at the moment.

Any insight? Please

MY ANSWER…

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those bunz are made for…?
so guess what?
i was right.
i knew something was coming.
see the public doesn’t know milan christopher like the foxhole.
ever since he appeared on #lhhh,
he has been the savior for all the gays.
surprisingly he has also been the lust of many vixens.
one thing about him is he doesn’t fit “the stereotype”.
well i guess he is supposedly “bisexual” now.
yeah.
i guess being cheated on turned him off.
well according to the shade room and his ig…
Continue reading “So Milan Christopher Changed His Position On Us?” →

blac chyna seems like a sweet vixen.
her cub is also really damn cute.
i felt her pain after her break up with tyga.
she gave her time,
and womb,
to that fuck-jackal only to be cheated on with an alleged pre-teen.
that had to have stung.
all while said pre-teen’s family invited her into their homes,
smiled up in her face,
but really knew what was up.
that is usually grounds for an ass whoopin’.
after they broke up,
she tried her hand at being an attentionista.
yeah.
pretty much failed.
she isn’t amber rose.
well this is what happened after i saw this recent picture…
Continue reading “Blac Chyna Stars As “Peppermint Petty”” →

travis cure.
i want to say “yum”,
but…
anyway we haven’t talked about him in a while.
the last time the foxhole was updated,
it was told to us that travis had an alleged gift that always gives.
his peen allegedly turns into a crunch bar on occasion.
well an f-bi sent me this foxwire and well…
Continue reading “Travis Cure May Have Found A New Church Home” →

guess who this actor wolf belongs to?
no.
no he is not mine.
if he wasn’t,
you def wouldn’t know.
well his name is brad james.
he plays on that tyler perry show,
“for better or worse”.
he is now allegedly dating this r&b vixen…
Continue reading “Brad James Is Not Dating You” →

MOM!
COME GET YOUR BALLER CUB!
now i know odell beckham jr is the new “hotness” in these forests.
everyone wants to be him…
…as i’m sure “do” him.
i should know.
this fox is standing in line.
*cough*
well it seems odell has found lust love in a hopeless place.
according to tmz sports,
odell is in the “early stages” of dating…
Continue reading “Odell Beckham JR Is In The Early Stages of Getting Reupholstered Coochie” →