lemme font to my foxes out there.
we haven’t talked in a while…
we gotta stop being too aggressive with these males out here.
i’m all for taking charge for the d,
but most of these males are playing wack submissive ass games.
who has the time?…
do you know this story?
boy meets you.
you get interested in boy.
boy isn’t interested in you.
you can’t tell boy isn’t interested.
boy decides to lead you on.
you fall for trap from boy.
boy can get whatever from you because you got hearts in your eyes?
some of us either been that person,
or was the person who lead someone on.
shame on you!
we will meet people we are attracted to.
they may have nice bodies,
we feel instantly connected,
or we just want to have one night of insane stupid fuckin’ pleasure.
in the outcome of this,
some will instantly fall for us.
we won’t have to put in any effort.
others will let us know they aren’t interested.
that one asshole tho?
he will play with your emotions and never want anything to do with you.
have you looking like a pure raw idiot in these streets.
how do we avoid the trap of…
life is a series of roads, mountains, peaks, and valleys.
sometimes thunderstorms, earthquakes, volcanoes, and darkness.
many of us are not equipped to handle the trials of life.
some of us see the mountain and say, “fuck that bulllllllshit“.
some think because they can’t afford it like everyone else, they can’t do it.
others will jump through the fire and dance within the flames.
those “others” are the ones that we secretly admire.
they go for theirs and don’t give a damn about anything or anyone else.
but, how do they get to that point?
they could have been stagnant,
but they kept going even when things seemed dark and doomed.
i started to wonder…
are you a fighter?
You get your first hit when you get a little bit of attention.
Then, you start craving it more and more.
That high you got the first time…
you need that again and again.
So, you start thinking of ways to get more.
You start selling bits and pieces of your soul.
Then you see others just like you.
What they do starts to take over your mind.
Next thing you know, you are addicted and your mind is completely gone.
FAME can be a horrible drug to overdose on.
I def saw myself wanting to be addicted to FAME at one point.
I craved the 25,000 followers and the attention that came with it.
But in this new day and age,
social media being the way of self expression,
and random people doing the most outrageous things to get seen:
EVERYONE WANTS FAME
The high that people receive when everyone knows their name is better than any form of weed or cocaine.
But, what happens when FAME starts to take over your mind?
What happens when you start being controlled by FAME?
What happens when you lose your FAME and have to turn social tricks to get it again?
Why does everyone, who are actually no ones, chase FAME?
I started to wonder…
Why is everyone trying to be the STAR?