there are Foxholers who have stood by my side since the beginning.
many of them have picked up pom poms and cheered when i couldn’t.
they have been with me during the good and the bad.
i started a patreon and they signed up just to show their support.
that means a lot.
I continue to create content for them.
Even if it’s only 20 people,
you give those 20 people a hell of a show.
they have stood by my side since i started this platform.
when people talk about albums that got them through difficult times:
Foxholers have told me that I got them through hard times.
that’s a blessing i have tremendous gratitude for.
this is acceptance of my own power comes in…
I tried to be kind.
I tried to be a friend.
I tried to be straight.
I tried to be gay.
I will always be a fox trapped in a cage.
i learned very early that i will always be “a problem“.
i will always be picked apart and told to be like others to succeed.
others get to speak up for themselves but when i do it:
i was taught that i am the issue.
if i was just like all the other boys,
i’d be better.
i’d get to live a great life.
i would get all the likes and the comments.
i would be invited first.
i wouldn’t get talked about behind my back ever.
so what did i do?..
aren’t they scary?
i know for some of us,
the thought of telling them we like men makes you break out in hives.
after watching that episode of “being mary jane” last night,
i did not see that twist coming…
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