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“i have something to tell you…” (cues dramatic soap opera music)

“I hate to drop this bomb on you,
but there is something I have to tell you…”

whenever I’ve heard those words in my life,
it was always associated with something awful.
it was said to me when I found out my mother had leukemia.
another time,
I was being told that a friend I trusted was slandering me behind my back.
the last was I was fired from that last job I was at.
that sentence has never been good for me.
that sentence came from my therapist today…

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lil’ kim gets an old paint job for her new look

i looooooooooovveeeee ^this picture of her.
lil’ kim
is one of my favorite female rappers.

I’ve fonted that many times before.
you know she is a july cancer too.
she comes off like she has a kind and loving spirit.
like many cancers,
that often leads to the wrong company trying to destroy your life.
I’ll admit I haven’t been keeping up with her as of late.
last I saw her,
it felt like it was no secret that she has body dysmorphic disorder:

yeah.
I dunno who has been doing her makeup as of late,
but this is how she is looking for this year’s fashion week…

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is lil nas x starting to do too much? or ya’ll still on the hype train of “making the straights mad”?

there are some artists who will have always people talking.
no matter what they do,
it will be a subject of conversation.
i’d like to think lnx aka lil nas x is one of those people.
he left “old town county road” and made his new residence at “the gates of damnation“.
as someone who loves to make people lose their shit,
it warms my heart to see the straights and church folks go into cardiac arrest.
last night,
he continued his death streak with his performance at the bet awards.
he performed his song,
call me by your name“:

…and at the end,
sealed it with a kiss.

 it was very entertaining to watch,
but i had to wonder

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around this time last year, we were excited about 2020 (welp…)

around this time last year,
i had all these big hopes and dreams for 2020.
i was expecting the male and the money.
in my head,
there were a lot more outings and good times with the community i was in.
around this time last year,
i was supposed to go to a big party that one of my home wolves was throwing in the city.

2020 was supposed to be “my year”

it was supposed to be all of our years tbh.
who woulda thunk…

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all the current surviving class of 2020, do you have high hopes for 2021?

i don’t mean to be a debbie downer,
but i don’t have faith in the rest of this year.
hell,
i can even say i don’t have much faith with 2021

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are you guys sad that the kardashians are leaving us forever?


well its an end of an era.
the ones who made being an attentionisto/nista the thing to be.
i never thought i’d see the day tbh.
i thought the kardashians would have a reality show well into their 80s.
it would show them live in the old folks home,
sitting on couches,
and throwing bingo chips at each other.
nope.
the kardashians are coming to an end next year.
this is what kim put on her ig
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