a month ago,
i said i wouldn’t “get off” aka jack off…
i started it on mother’s day,
which was may 8th.
i did it along with the “no more mr. nice guy” break free challenge.
well i fasted one whole month without doing anything.
i’m proud of myself for following through.
even though i got horny as hell,
like insanely horny,
my determination and self control was on 110.
i feel good for the fast.
i will say i noticed how spiritually in-tuned i was.
i felt one with myself.
i picked up on a lot of things and was so much more active.
it was an interesting experience.
i’d definitely do it again.
now i’ll cut back and not do it as often.
your kundalini was rising , I did it for 6mths and my 3rd eye opened
Damn Jamari, would did the end result look like? lol
I’d die…or be in prison.
Most people should be grateful I masturbate multiple times a day to keep my chill otherwise I’d walk around with the temperament of the Incredible Hulk.
^why do i feel so sad?
i feel drained AF today.
Don’t go on a binge,you know how people get when they been on a diet or fast they try to make up for all the meals they missed.😀
Did u give your walls a new. Paint job?
Well alrightee…kudos to you. And during the month of May, which is National Masturbation Month…rock out Jamari😆😆😆😆
^oh was it???
the irony…
Proud of you, I bet the first one after so long without was explosive lol
Good job
^i’m really proud of myself.
i just got off tho LOL
felt amazing.
Well you earned it. It was all about you realizing the power you have not only over yourself but in every situation. If you can control a natural euphoric force such as a nut…you can control much more
^this is really deep tony:
” If you can control a natural euphoric force such as a nut…you can control much more”
can you explain this further please?
Most decisions are made through feelings..physical and emotional. By nature we survive off of responding to stimuli..hunger…anger..sexual.. but if our minds can control these..we can make better decisions and not be ruled by the stimuli…
@ Tony *claps*
and congrats Jamari, Tony is absolutely right, it’s a test of willpower, if you can set goals and accomplish those goals without letting those stimuli distract you, you can do whatever you set your mind to. Focus and determination will allow you to persevere almost anything!
@Tony THANK YOU
You have no idea how much those words just helped me. I have been struggling with something and the solution was right there, but your words brought it home for me. Thanks again.