inside jamari fox

there are times i regret my rebellious phase with my mother.
Lord,
when i think back,
i was a mess.
i remember telling her i got someone pregnant because she got me vex.
me?
someone pregnant?

i don’t think i ever fully apologized for wildin’ out.
then again…

Every teenager wanted to move out with a bunch of other teenagers,
all who weren’t working,
because they had a gigantic speaker in the living room to throw parties.

…or that might have just been me.
mo’nique legit said if she knew he would be doing tiktoks about her in the future,
she would have….

so i saw this on the neighborhood talk just now.
it was directed to vixens but you know ima turn it towards us.
so for me:

Physically:
A really handsome face
Butts
Biceps
The presentation in the way the clothes fit

i always find different things attractive on different wolves.
im gonna try something different today.
instead of looking at the horrible qualities of some of the past wolves i dealt with,
i want to try and highlight what made me attracted to them instantly.
i’ll throw in the physical too…

When she danced with this hummingbird,
I nearly puked.

i forgot this jlo musical,
“this is me… now“,
came out today on amazon prime.

i had night terrors after what what i was gonna see.
so my thoughts…

you know what?
i’m gonna vent.
my therapist wants me to be more honest with my feelings so here we go…

I’m really frustrated today.

first off,
i want to thank everyone who has subbed and supported me.
it means a lot and its highly appreciated.
i see Foxholers from when i first started still rocking with me.
that is a blessing.
this entry is to apologize…

sometimes,
we are attracted to someone now because they remind us of someone before.
let’s font about it…

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