inside jamari fox

we have all gone through various looks in our lives that were sketchy.
i know i have.
i remember when i did the “curly hair/black gel” look.
i’ve since burned all those images.
it’s normal to try on various looks but for most males:

Keeping our hair short is all we need to be show stoppers.

porn wolf,
cade maddox,
is in this category.
every time i watch his latest videos for *cough* research *clears throat*,
i always found myself annoyed.
well it seems someone pulled him to the side and healed the (porn) forest.
a Foxholer sent me this…

something told me to wait a minute about jonathan majors.
just chill jamari,
just chill.
when i saw the trailer for “magazine dreams“:

he can act and has a nice bawdy.
those things are facts but he is still weird.
allegedly,
in this audio from “rolling stone“,
it seems he admits to all that he claimed he never did…

on the last day of february,
which i didn’t realize was the last day,
i randomly made the decision that i wanted a reset.
i was seeing a lot of signs about starting over.
i legit had a notification pop up on my phone:

“Begin again“.

um,
isn’t that weird????????
a lot of shit went down on the last day of last month or leading up to it that week…

“You need to start talking to poeple.” Karaoke said to me the other day.

two months go,
she put me under her yearly nintendo switch family plan.
the premium one with the nintendo online bonus.
i was paying 4.99 a month for the regular one without all those features.
if i didn’t mention it to her,
she wouldn’t have known and was willing to help.
ironically,
after last week’s drama,
i remembered what she said and decided to tell her.
i’ve always been the “suffer in silence than ask for help” type.
it has been part of my survival technique for so long.

“I’ll figure it out.”

…but right now,
i don’t have all the answers for this current mayhem…

there are some males that i’m curious what their DMS look like.
i can just imagine it looks like a craigslist in the late 00s.
i said to myself the other day,
i said:

“Self,
I wonder when Kharl is going to bless us with grey underwear?”

grey underwear is the equivalent to grey sweats but for your big bunz.
you can clearly see every and all curves of the print of the cheekage.
you know you tail is big when you can see it in grey sweats.
ask and i shall receive…

What does someone’s album really say to you?

is it just sound or something deeper,
something that speaks to you personally?
i recently got caught up in a challenge with cousin hybrid called “cymatics”.
the idea is to listen to just one artist for 30 days,
tuning your mind and soul into their frequencies.
i picked lady gaga; he’s all in on lenny kravitz.
we’re both diving deep into the vibes and seeing what we find.
so here’s how i’m taking gaga’s new album,
“mayhem“,
into my life…