you’re not a nice person to me.
i don’t know how you are with others,
but with me,
you started out being cool af,
but there was a shift.
i don’t know if it’s because i’m not around anymore or what.
it took me a while to realize that,
but i’m finally starting to see in full blown HD.
i made excuses for you in my head because i was trying to be optimistic.
that’s one of my biggest problems with myself.
i make excuses for assholes.
well i am right…
i should have known better tho.
when i’d ask you how you’re doing,
you would respond all about you,
but would never ask me how i am.
that showed you weren’t interested in knowing who i was/am.
you seem like the type that wants folks to chase you all around the world,
but only give minimal effort because you feel some kind of entitlement.
the last straw has been sending you messages and it’s “sometimey” responses.
these last few have been “read” and no response.
that’s the clue that it’s time to bounce.
i don’t beg for friendship because i am friendship.
ask the foxhole.
my resume for being a friend speaks for itself.
don’t say you’re gonna be in my life and don’t make the effort as i am.
don’t do me like that.
if i have to sit and wonder if you’re down for me,
or want to spark a potential friendship,
you’re not the one for my life.
your spoiled ass attitude will have you fucked all the way up with me.
i require the same energy should be flowing all throughout.
You’re not the person I thought you were
…and that’s sad because i thought you were different.
you’re actually worse than what i thought.