before my parents passed,
they were planning on relocating us down south.
they were looking into property down in florida.
if we would have left,
i’m sure things would have been different for me.
would the foxhole have existed?
well i’ve always had an obsession with houses…
i love keeping my tv on hgtv because of this.
something about that channel puts me at peace.
it also keeps my on a higher vibration of my desires.
i’ve been watching a “fixer upper” marathon.
as of late,
all of my friends have been getting their own cribs.
i have been extremely happy for them,
but it makes me inspired to get my own home as well.
as side of me wants to build my own home from the ground up.
islands in my kitchen
my own office
a meditation room
i love something like this:
i’d want it to be in a cul de sac with other black homeowners.
a whole house is a lot of whole maintenance tho,
like that yard needs to always be cut or get fined.
karaoke really sold me with her condo in florida.
huge living room
in a gated community
everything is taken care of via grounds keepers.
i’d want a condo or town house,
but i don’t want to deal with “attached neighbors” any longer.
God forbid your neighbors are dirty…
the hardest is that i’m a “up north” city fox.
i love my city,
but it’s ignorant types of expensive to live here.
i see myself migrating down south somewhere.
i’m open to:
i want to go somewhere warmer,
has a strong black culture,
and the meat will keep my satisfied.
i’m not fonting about food either.
they say you have to associate yourself with what you desire.
if you want something,
you need to feel good that it’s on the way.
hgtv keeps me on a higher vibration of what i want.
my spirit is telling me a huge blessing is on the way.
i have a strong feeling about it.
lowkey: i need to add my dream home to my vision board.