when i was young fox,
one of my mothers friend use to always pinch me on my cheeks,
but not the cheeks on my face.
she would always say i was so handsome and be in my face when she did it.
i had to be around 7 or 8.

do you ever think how much shit you pushed to the side as normal as a kid,
or excused it because it was an adult you trusted,
but realize it was wild inappropriate?

anyhoo…
now that we are in the “file cabinet that belongs to E” era,
we are seeing a lot of adults are extremely inappropriate with kids.
the wild part is:

why does it seem TPTB are setting up for this shit to be normalized?

when i saw this alleged recent viral video of retired baller wolf,
michael jordan,
at daytona 500 and i am praying to GOD it was AI because…

there was an artist i liked and stanned for.
once i started getting my paws wet in the industry,
everyone (and i mean everyone) told me what a nasty attitude they had.
i didn’t want to believe it because their music really got me through some shit.
as the years went on,
they got exposed for treating everyone,
including staff and other people like shit when the camera was off.
where there is smoke; there is usually a 5 alarm blaze incoming.

sirjohn.
daddy and make up + skin care extraordinaire.
we will font more about him another time but lets get into his latest.
so he went on the “naked beauty planet” podcast and the topic of the barbie lady came up.
this is another person with an alleged story about the barbie lady…

i’ve come to the conclusion that we have all become miserable.
that president of ours isn’t helping matters either.
these folks got all the money in the entire world and living in pure misery.
they miserable cause they rich; we miserable cause we ain’t got it.
i had to wonder if being wealthy is all it’s cracked up to be.
so i went to a superbowl party last night,
and cue my own misery,
was bored out of my mind…

i appreciate gen z on rih’s social media for their super sleuthing.
when i was a young millennial in my 20s,
i thought i knew everything because:

i was the master of the universe.

as i grew up,
i learned very quickly how i was loud and wrong about many things.
people i admired and went to bat for disappointed me as time went on.
so when i see all this discourse about jay z and harvey weinstein,
if i was a 20-something gen z,
i would probably believe what i saw and take it as truth.
realistically…

there is always that one male identified female cousin/aunt/ya mother,
who will defend or deflect that her brother,
uncle,
or whatever triflin’ male was SA’n various family members.
they will tell the abused:

“go sit on your uncle’s lap.”
“what did you do to deserve it?”
“you was probably being fast.”

…all while waving a bible and telling them they need to learn to forgive or ignore.
“something something… has their faults but they got good in there“.

i’m not fonting and alleging that this is church she-jackal,
kim burrell,
but it seems like like she has a “forgive the demons/pick-me” spirit.
that is very interesting coming from her tbh.
she sat up at that mariah trribute,
wanting us to forgiver her “brothers”,
diddy and r.kelly…

i’ve been fuckin’ with billie eilish pretty heavy.
“birds of a feather” on her last album>
you know when i get into an album,
i’ll play it on repeat until the stream is scratched.
i was listening to “happier ever after” on repeat all last week,
but especially these two songs:

^the last one is on the “barbie” soundtrack tho.
as you know,
i love the rebellious.

billie don’t give a damn.

she gon’ say and font what she needs to say and font.
i teared up with what she said at the grammys about ICE…