we are all struggling with something.
everyone of us needs answers.
people try to ack like they so tough,
but get them alone or drunk,
and they’ll sing like canaries.
my struggle right now is having more faith.
in times like this,
they say my faith needs to be the size of a mustard seed.
well it seems to be the size of a particle of sand.
ever since i’ve been in this struggle,
ive been trying to find something to keep me with hope.
so my bible randomly fell off the shelf today.
scared the shit out of me.
when it hit the floor,
a card fell out of it.
when i looked,
i remember why i put it there…
Continue reading “The Prayer of Jabez” →

i been feeling very “blah” today.
hell i’ve felt blah for the last week and a half.
from this extremely cold weather,
( x that odd interview ) i had on tuesday,
in between blessings due to this unemployment cut off,
and just feeling tired and “ugly”,
i’m just in a “blah” state of mind right now.
no one to sex me sane,
my gym membership is overdue,
and i can’t buy anything cute or shiny.
you know its bad when i completely ignored my shows too?
so today i decided to do the following today…
Continue reading “Blah, Blah, F’n Blah” →

be thankful for what you got.
there are people out here who are strugggggggling.
furious about being unemployed and looking for a job to help make ends meet.
well i’m thankful for the lady in the ^picture.
everyone meet alison doyle…
Continue reading “The Fasting and the Furious” →

i’m realizing something…
Continue reading “Stuff All Your Energy In Me (Real Deep)” →

simple enough foxhole.
this is my game board for 2014.
i’m currently at “do you want to be happy?” blvd.
wherever you decide to start,
let this be guide to happiness as well.
your move.

isn’t it so pretty?
i could see it laying between me.
 cuddling.
running my hands all over it.
mmm.
i’m horny.
this makes me harder than any man could ever.
sadly once it’s gone,
like a good dude you didn’t treat good,
you’ll miss it.

the places it took you.
the things it bought you.
it’ll be back soon.

lowkey: look at pictures of it.
appreciate it.
love it.
look at places you want it to take you.
things it will buy.
how it will expand your life.
attract it.