in my fantasies,
my manz is dominate AF on the outside.
he has that look of “i don’t play dat” but when he is with me privately,
bay-beeeeeeeeeeeeeee…

he has his submissive moments where he begs for it.

i can put a collar on him and walk him around,
while he is begging to get some.

there is something about straight wolves admitting they like getting pegged that drives me nuts.
i don’t know why this is.
anyhoo,
i saw a video the other day on “okhomo” on reddit and i gotta admit that it drove me nuts.

i love being told what to do but i love good communication so i’m different.
so i went down his wolf hole and further was driven nuts because…

Foxhole…

i’m so fuckin tired of bad news every fuckin’ Goddamn day.

like…

first off,
we gotta stop putting fine ass manz on pedastals.
they want love like everyone else.

i loooooooooooooooooooved the show,
“soul food“.
we are missing that kind of dynamic on black shows now tbh.
two things i remember about the show was the sex and:

the entire cast had chemistry with each other.

kenny aka rockmond dunbar was my obsession.
( x that one sex scene he had )
fonting of chemistry,
the vibes between damon aka boris kodjoe,
and terri aka nicole ari parker,
was so obvious especially after their first sex scene.
i heard they were messing around bts and that tracked for me.
why wouldn’t she?

she was on keke palmer’s podcast talking about how she bagged him…

Foxhole,
I went to the promise land over the weekend.
The promise land = my friend’s luxury building.

so i met this friend at a past job.
she has been asking me and another mutual friend to come see her in jersey.
it’s been a few years now.
she was gonna BBQ and we would hang out for a little reunion.
we both agreed because it’s only jersey.
the trip there was like an hour and 40 minutes by train.
when we finally arrived,
i noticed it was HD bright.
it was the type of bright i’ve never seen in new yawk.
when we got to her building,
i fell in love as she gave us the tour:

Massive Rooftop
Huge pool
Gym
Common area
Arcade
Various lounges + work areas
24 hr security desk

but Foxhole,
lets get into the real view…