i cried over aaliyah.
i cried over micheal.
i cried over whitney.
i cried over eric “mcsteamy” dane.

ill be 110%:
i stopped watching “greys anatomy“ long before his character,
dr. mark “mcsteamy” sloan,
came into the picture.
i remember everyone was fiending over his character and i won’t hold you:

i only saw this infamous towel scene that set that season ablaze

…but i always thought he was fine.
he was ruggedly dark handsome to me,
which tend to be my weakness in wolves.
he was on “euphoria” as nate jacob’s equally villainous father.
“cal jacobs“,
but he was shortly diagnosed with ALS.

even though he was in a battle with that disease,
he filmed episodes of the new season of “euphoria” but unfortunately:

eric lost to his fight with ALS yesterday.

it took a year since he announced it for him to completely deteriorate.
i felt really sad about it when the news broke,
but this is what really destroyed me today.
it was a final video on “famous last words” on netflix.
he recorded to his family but he allowed us to see.
Foxhole…

as of right now,
i love me some pedro pascal.
not sexually attracted to him but “i fux with whatever he got going on“.
he is unproblematic and stays out of trouble.

tmz is trying to bring all the smoke to pedro on the first day of the chinese new year.
it’s the year of the horse,
btw.
last year was the year of the snake and it legit needed to be doused in holy water.

allegedly,
tmz got a tip that pedro was caught spending time with a new boo in new yawk.
who is the new boo?
well…

i’ll admit that my ears are not trained for bad singing unless it obvious.
i go with how music makes me feel about 98% of the time.

so there are some singing that i like,
even if the live performance is terrible for others.

brandy has had a weird comeback recently.
from the tour issues in the beginning,
to whatever she had going on with beyonce backstage,
and don’t even get me started on that brother of hers.
the next up on the growing list:
how she chose to perform the national anthem at the ’26 allstar game…

there was an artist i liked and stanned for.
once i started getting my paws wet in the industry,
everyone (and i mean everyone) told me what a nasty attitude they had.
i didn’t want to believe it because their music really got me through some shit.
as the years went on,
they got exposed for treating everyone,
including staff and other people like shit when the camera was off.
where there is smoke; there is usually a 5 alarm blaze incoming.

sirjohn.
daddy and make up + skin care extraordinaire.
we will font more about him another time but lets get into his latest.
so he went on the “naked beauty planet” podcast and the topic of the barbie lady came up.
this is another person with an alleged story about the barbie lady…

i appreciate gen z on rih’s social media for their super sleuthing.
when i was a young millennial in my 20s,
i thought i knew everything because:

i was the master of the universe.

as i grew up,
i learned very quickly how i was loud and wrong about many things.
people i admired and went to bat for disappointed me as time went on.
so when i see all this discourse about jay z and harvey weinstein,
if i was a 20-something gen z,
i would probably believe what i saw and take it as truth.
realistically…

i’ve been fuckin’ with billie eilish pretty heavy.
“birds of a feather” on her last album>
you know when i get into an album,
i’ll play it on repeat until the stream is scratched.
i was listening to “happier ever after” on repeat all last week,
but especially these two songs:

^the last one is on the “barbie” soundtrack tho.
as you know,
i love the rebellious.

billie don’t give a damn.

she gon’ say and font what she needs to say and font.
i teared up with what she said at the grammys about ICE…