First:
I want to take a moment to thank every single one of you who supports me,
whether in words,
actions,
subbing,
or by simply being patient with me while i’ve been working through my issues.
Your understanding means the world to me.
Some days are harder than others and I’m grateful for the space to grow,
stumble,
and get back up again.
Thank you for sticking by me.

Now about those fuckin’ lemons.

we all know the saying:
“when life hands you lemons, make lemonade“,
but…

I couldn’t help but wonder:
Are we all just sad clowns,
performing for an audience that never truly sees us?

yesterday,
i won’t even hold you but i spent most of the day crying.
i’ve never been one to shy away from expressing about my issues.
it was a struggle for me to get anything done.
lately,
i’ve been feeling like I’m wearing two masks.
one is the one everyone expects…

Have you ever had one of those experiences that changes your mind completely?

for me,
it happened when i went to tampa to visit karaoke.
her husband casually asked,
“want some weed?”.
my immediate answer was a hard no.
my last encounter with smoking weed was not my finest moment.
he clarified:

“Not smoking but a gummy.”

i heard of weed gummies but i was hesitant.
i decided to give it a try and honestly?

The best high ever.

it didn’t hit me right away,
so i was sitting there wondering if it even worked.
after like 45 minutes when it kicked in:

fast forward to me,
back in new yawk without a connect,
on the hunt for some quality gummies.

Enter Kush Queen.

i liked their products so much that The Foxhole is now…

Do you ever look at someone like Swole Ricketts and wonder…
Does he ever have any real problems?

let’s say a problem you had was your car.
it’s acting up,
making you late,
and giving you hella grief.
it finally breaks down,
forcing you to take the bus or the train,
but in the process…

You save enough to fix it or get a new one.

problem solved,
right?
things are good for a literal minute,
but just when you think you’re in the clear,
and you can finally treat yourself to a trip or something cute…

The fact some of ya’ll font there is a choc full of fudge at the entrance,
it makes me want to fall to the floor and weep.

so hakeem from empire aka bryshere gray has gone full OF content kang on us.
well,
besides ( x his recent roles ).
as far as his OF content goes,
is he giving ya’ll what you wanna see?
a Foxholer sent me a drop and said:

“Oh he gay gay.”

…which means he has gone way past the entrance of gay town.
he has a male co-star to help him get those legs in the air…

and i have to ask The Foxhole…

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I couldn’t help but wonder…
Is he fine AF or do we need to jack off so we can think clearly?

we’ve all been there.
that moment when lust overrides logic.
it has made many of us caught up in a never ending cycle of bullshit.
God forbid they sell sex work then we have made someone a millionaire.
it can turn a random male into “the one i can’t stop obsessing over“.

Facials
Muscles
Privates
Familiarity?

but is he actually fine AF or…