i don’t think we realize the amount of curious males out there.
ones who are watching us.
oftentimes,
we don’t even realize until two obvious signs:

1 – He is up in your space
2 – He is trying too hard to act like he doesn’t like you

when we get into our heads or have low self-esteem,
we think that no one is interested or we are invisible.
if we didn’t try to prove he was gay/bi to ourselves,
even though the signs were pretty clear,
we would have realized that he was watching HARD (literally).
que sera sera,
amirite?
i saw this comment from a curious male in the forest…

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is it this easy to get 18k?
there are some people who won’t see heaven.
i guess it’s whatever religious story you believe in.
i like to think when your paws are dirty,
you will reap what you sew.
remember ( x this entry )?
i legit thought someone was trying to bless me.
in my religious story,
i thought God was about to make me an example.

“I was struggling but Gawd,
my glorious Gawd,
sent an angel to come through with a random blessing!”

nope.
i got led on but then i saw what they posted on their stories…

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as i’ve been writing on the foxhole,
i have heard many stories.
some i’ve been like “huh?” and others i genuinely understand.
gay/bi males want love and when straights surround you,
many who resemble “the prototype”,
are bound to get finessed by one deemed “the one”.
i saw the following question on reddit:

What’s the lowest thing you ever did for a straight boy?

and i’ll be 100 with you…

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THANK GOD I HAVE WORKED IN CORPORATE THE MAJORITY OF MY LIFE.

i had to put that in all caps for the following.
i nearly would have gotten scammed if i wasn’t paying attention today.
this wasn’t an entry i planned on writing today but:

I’m going to teach The Foxhole how to look out for scams.

tl;dr: i am looking for a WFH part-time job.
a friend sent me a link to “career vault“,
a site dedicated to WFH positions.
when i applied for a data entry position at ymca south florida,
it took me to a gmail account to send my resume/cover letter.
i found that odd but the response was when i called cap…

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people can be really evil.
evil might be a heavy word.
let’s try “scamming bitches“.
last week,
i got a random message from someone irl.
they are connected through someone else that i know.
i got this message:

you don’t have to tell me twice.
i dropped my cashapp and nothing happened.
i checked to see if i got anything and nada.
i let it go and moved on with my life.
the other night,
all of this happened…

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blessings.
they can come at any time when we least expect them.
i think that is the beauty of life that we don’t realize.
sometimes,
God can throw us a bone or a whole carcass.
remember ( x this entry ) that i wrote?
after i wrote it,
i had felt a release and acceptance after.
when i let go of something (or someone) and move on,
magic always happens.
i got an email a week later from one of my foxholers asking…

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