i saw this tweet and saw my life flash before my eyes.
i saw past friendships,
frenemies,
and all kinds of bitches from my mental spin around the friendship block.
i can’t font for others but this is simply from my own experiences…

as a black gay content creator,
who has launched the Foxhole in 2009,
i learned the hard way how many straights can use you for their benefit.
i’ve seen other gays who do content or have pull get used as well.
if you have a “i want to be liked” spirit,
or “i want to fuck every attractive and sexy male” spirit,
you will always fall into their traps to your doom every time.
the hard reality is…

This is for my open relations Foxholers,
me thinks.

have you ever had an open relationship,
or even a threesome,
and got really SMASHED by the random you invited in?
i’m talmbout after it was done,
ya’ll broke up because you realized how they don’t satisfy you?
yeah,
don’t be shy to admit the truth.
i hear about this happening a lot in open relations or threesomes.
a Foxholer sent me an interesting story of a cuck situation gon’ wrong.
maybe right for all parties involved?
it has a lot of moving parts but it has a lot of meat to it…

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“What about your friendssssssss…”

that is one of my favorite tlc songs next to “creep“.
do we have real friends in our lives?
or do we have stand-ins who will let us down?
there is always a prominent thing that has happened in my life with past friends…

Yesterday was…
Well…

i had all intentions of coming on the Foxhole after my errands yesterday.
i had a plan yesterday morning.
God often laughs when you make plans but this might have been the devil.
well i ain’t laughing.
so i got a call from my therapist just as i was on the way home.
i never get any calls from her outside of the days of my session.
she tells me…

this past week,
i felt like i was being stretched thin.

Have you just ever felt like you are being pulled in so many directions that you feel like breaking?

it got to the point where i could feel myself wanting to scream.
i’ve had some issues going on irl that have been draining me,
shadow work has been really taking me down the path of no return,
and then the Foxhole issues have piled on top of that.
i thought i finally reached my happiness but the devil said nope.
what really is getting me tho…