What You Need To be Reading
you know what everyone says when someone dies:
“Love on people while they’re still here.”
everyone says that when some big celebrity passes.
you know how celebs help others question their molarity or to do the right thing.
we lost virgil abloh due to his secret battle with cancer.
he trailblazed during his young life as a menswear designer for louis vuitton and his own brand,
he worked with everyone from jay z to ye.
he had MANY friends and admirers in the industry who are mourning his passing.
he was 41.
what i took from this passing is,
we need to appreciate those while they are still here but…
some of the gen z vixens move a little differently…
…or is it silly vixens that move how they always do?
they’ll be on this “sexually free and doing me!” mentality,
jackal wolf who wants to keep his penis warm for a few months,
let him beat her shit up raw 20 ways until sunday,
and always make sure to cum in her every time.
once the semen has infiltrated the seed,
she is taking pregnancy pictures all alone and he has gone ghost.
Then have the nerve to post subs about how her baby daddy is triflin’ af.
he is with someone he’s actually into or pining over someone that was tired of his shit.
it seems like chris brown might be a brand new daddy and ig attentionista,
is the one he bred…
or is it “FUCK PEOPLE” for still keeping this going?
i kept saying by the looks of social media,
it appeared the worst of us was behind us with how folks were acting.
i see people with no masks living their best pre-2020 lives.
it was all fairytales and fallacies.
the rona hasn’t gone anywhere.
we got a new one called “omarion” that is about to shut my state down…
i can’t sleep.
i took 3 st. john worts for a mild depression last night and ended up falling out at like 11.
i promptly woke up at 2 am and haven’t been to sleep since.
i tried reading and jackin off but nothing put me back down.
i decided to watch a show off a trailer i saw a few weeks ago.
the show is called yellowjackets on showtime.
Description: Wildly talented high school girls’ soccer players descend into savage clans after their plane crashes in the remote northern wilderness.
it looked really intriguing and i’m usually on point with picking good tv.
some people don’t have what it takes to be a star.
everyone wants to bypass the hard work it takes to create content.
they want to bypass that straight towards the admiration and stans NOW.
for someone like beyonce,
who literally had to wake up at 5 am to run and sing in heels to learn breath control,
that has all paid off for her becoming a legend for our generation.
i’m sure beyonce has felt pressure to do all that she does.
with big heels comes a bigger purpose.
even britney spears were out here working her ass off for her spot in pop.
some of the entertainers of today are kinda lazy and complain way too much.
seems like one of those entertainers.
she said she hasn’t fun being a star and hates all the things that come with being famous…
when i was dealing with the work wolf saga,
i kept a private journal of my feelings around the end of that situation.
i came across it in my files and read some of the entries in it.
I legit cringed.
the part when he refused to speak to me by stonewalling me,
the words i used about myself,
the actual praying he would speak to me again,
and the emotional begging i wrote in hopes we would reconnect again.
i remember how broken i was when i think back to that moment in my life.
the part of having to see him at work every day,
us not speaking,
and him legit using his own emotional warfare to purposely hurt my feelings.
was i innocent in how it crashed and burned?
but i don’t think we were meant to be friends in the long run tbh.
i saw this post from chris brown on the shade room and i fully understood it…