They say the past has a funny way of circling back.

well,
this is the kind of circling back i’m into!
i recently found myself on the receiving end of a very sexy blast from the past,
courtesy of one condoms!
picture this:
a big package,
filled to the brim with condoms and stickers…

i usually keep it lowkey but today?
i’m claiming my happiness.
for years,
i felt like an outsider looking in,
surrounded by my straight peers/associates,
always questioning where i stood.
picking up pom poms to cheer many of them on but when it came to me,
i barely got the same energy that i needed.
i won’t lie but it always hurt my feelings because it made me feel used.
i’ve come to learn…

today is the last time we would be meeting up.
i’ve been sad about it for the last few weeks,
but it would be selfish of me to try to hold onto someone who needed to go.
i didn’t cry,
but i felt this joy with the idea of this new me getting back into the world.

Jamari Fox is back on the market.

he spoke so highly of me before we officially ended it…

Continue reading “we ended it today.” →

thank you to all the foxhole who sent me blessings these last few days.
i woke up today and saw so much love in my cash app and paypal.
ya’ll…
you are amazing.
i’ll make sure to treat myself to a big lunch and dinner next week.
love ya.

i didn’t start the foxhole based off my looks.
for a long time i thought i wasn’t attractive tbh.
i started this platform based off my words and expressing my thoughts.
i stayed in the shadows for many years and its a blessing to have grown with my supporters.
today,
after my cut,
i felt inspired to do something on the foxhole ig.
that is a place where i usually highlight the best meat on the market,
while giving quick bites on my ig stories.
i decided to put myself on display…

Continue reading “thank you for showing me love on the ig foxhole” →

so i love pinterest.
it is one of my favorite next to twitter and ig.
pinterest has allowed me to find outfit inspo,
as well as created vision boards that allowed some things to come to pass.
these days,
i’m not on it as much,
but when i say the pinterest foxhole comes tf through!!!!
i was floored when i saw this…
Continue reading “um, the pinterest foxhole showed tf out!” →