there is usually one reason why most gay or bi males are usually extremely closeted.
the parents.
growing up,
i was literally scared of being a “buller”.
that is the bajan term for “faggot”.
my parents would toss that word around about males that were gay.
whenever they would point out someone crazy or shunned in barbados,
he always had a “buller” background behind him.

“He wears dresses and walks around talking to himself in broad daylight.
He a buller!”

bad enough,
i was struggling with liking the same sex.
i hated myself for even being different than the other boys.
just fonting about it triggers me.
so there is a video going viral of a little boy dancing to megan thee stallion’s “savage”.
this is what i saw on my twitter timeline…
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i’m at this point where if folks want to go outside during a pandemic,
then we must let them.
i heard they were outside in droves in prospect park in bk yesterday.
many were day drinking in the park,
no masks on,
and no social distancing either.
jamari fox won’t be attending,
but thank you.
some white folks have made their signs and are standing outside with no masks on,
protesting their right to be outside.
we have been under quarantine for the last two months and looking like longer.
personally,
i’ve been my most busiest and have adjusted to this new way of life.
since states have opened up,
there has been a bump in new cases and deaths all across the country.
this is what i read via “business insider“…
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people don’t know how to handle fame.
they get a little power and the hidden sociopath or narcissist comes flying out.
when you take on the role as “the chosen one“,
i don’t care who you are and what your career is…

You need to live up to those high standards.

even if you don’t want to be a role model,
you still have to act like a leader.
it always baffles me when people climb to higher heights within their careers,
especially black folks who know how hard it is to be giving a shot,
to end up throwing it all away so easier being assholes.
that’s like one of my (ex) blogging heroes who got caught up on twitter.
xilla valentine,
welcome to your tape…
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it’s one thing to get scammed off onlyfans.
you pay under 20 dollars and don’t get the goods.
ugh,
don’t you hate when they ask you to pay more money for nudes/sex tapes?
like,
isn’t that what i’m paying for now subscribing to you onlyfans?
one of the foxholers sent me a foxmail about shawn outen.
he was allegedly scammed out of money from art work from shawn.

this is how the conversation started…

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karma is a such a delicious dish when served cold.
i feel a ton of trump supporters are gonna get their karma during the rona.
we gonna lose a lot of genuine people,
but the ones who need to go are getting ejected fast.
a foxholer sent me a story about landon spradlin,
a blues musician minister who thought the rona was “anti-trump“.
well this was his outcome…

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one thing that irks me about political candidates is pandering.

Why must all these presidential candidates show they are “down” with the black community for votes?

it is really sickening and see through.
presidential candidate,
tom steyer,
thought he had us with his “back that vote up” remix yesterday:

I swear to god this primary is trying to kill me pic.twitter.com/QWVfYNBl9I

— Meena Harris (@meenaharris) February 29, 2020

that check must have been juicy for juvenile.
well the pandering wasn’t enough because…

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