Shawn Mendes admitted recently he is still trying to figure his sexuality out.

i get it.
there was a point where i was in the prison of the struggle.
in a few ways,
i still struggle.
sometimes,
i think many gay folks forget what the stuggle was/is like.
before we became “yassified” and hungry little animals for cum,
there was a fearful place of “nah i’m good” to anything remotely gay.
i’ll never forget…

i’m not into shawn mendes music but i get the appeal.
i had to realize that because i’m not into him doesn’t mean others aren’t.
if he was gay or bi,
he is a majority of the ideal black wolves’ dream tbh.
you know some black males love his type of white fox to deal with.

Handsome
Lean bawdy
Submissive
Looks like he could keep a secret
Probably got “that good”
Can use him to be accepted into white spaces

he could be all those things and black but,
well,
you know how it goes.
i saw all the white gays drooling over his new tommy commercial…

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one thing that use to bother me was people thinking i was gay.
the fear stemmed from my parents being so judgmental.
i’ve fonted about it before.
they raised me to be “softer” and then hated how i came out.
one thing i had to realize tho…
when you put so much emphasis on not looking/acting gay,
you actually end up looking/acting gay.
i think that’s the dilemma shawn mendes is facing.
in the latest “rolling stone”,
where he happens to grace the cover…

he spoke about his fears of people thinking he is gay.
something many of us can relate with.
this is what he said via “usa today”…
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i don’t like commenting on certain wolves igs,
especially ones i’ve fonted about.
i don’t “do” dehydrated.
i’ve commented on shit before,
to like tremaine or bk brandon,
but it’s never on some:

“i want your pipe in my mouth”

…type of time.
i try to be respectful and have boundaries on other’s pages.
i might be the only one.
so today,
i saw a screen recording from shawn mendes ig.
he was recording live,
but i don’t know if it was recent or old.
a make up youtuber,
by the name of james charles,
left a comment…

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