the home stretch is whoopin’ my ass.

Red fox standing on rocky mountain ledge overlooking valley and distant peaks

have you ever noticed how life seems to get the loudest right before the home stretch?
for the last few months,
i’ve been counting down the days until i could finally have my own space again.
a mix of anxious but excited energy flowing through me.
i kept telling myself:

“just make it to the finish line.”
you’re almost there.”

and time went by quick but well:

the finish line decided to move.

and Foxhole,
it has me BEYOND exhausted

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moving up, moving down, moving all around

can i font that i have a brand new hatred

MOVING.

Lord have mercy,
i hate the entire process of moving.
thank God i had help from great people buuutttttttttt…

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the shell no longer fits

a hermit crab knows when its shell has stopped being a home.

it leaving its shell is often a sign of a stressful event or poor living conditions. the walls that once protected start to press in, the space that once felt safe becomes too small, too loud, and too heavy. so it does the unthinkable: it steps out. alone, exposed, unsure… but certain that staying cramped is worse than facing open water.

so the process of moving succcccccckkkkkkkkkkks.
the beginning phase of:

keep
donate
trash

…is so tiring.
although i discovered a few things about myself…

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Expect To Hear New Music from Janet Jackson

free1she took the word “discipline” by her husband seriously.
janet is allegedly quitting the music industry.
i’m kinda shocked, but not really…

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On All Fours

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we had some good times in here,
didn’t we guys?…

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Move Me IN; Move Me OUT

Relocating and love go hand in hand.

First off…
Just like the area, you have to locate the Wolf you want to spend the rest of your life with.
You want to make sure they are both places you imagine yourself being for the rest of your life.
Secondly…
you do not want to go into something blind without proper investigation.
Lastly…
packing (your heart, past, and your belongings) are annoying and sometimes painful, but looking towards the future keeps you motivated and inspired.

Would you relocate with a Wolf you barely even knew?
Well a Vixen friend of mine is suffering from that fate… 

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