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I Got 99 Problems and Being A Free Agent is One

so you were playing football,
career was pretty solid,
you weren’t the star…
…but you are on a team you call home.
you built a relationship with other players.
life was good or so you thought.
end of season they cut your ass.

well that was unexpected….

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This Is The Most I’ve Seen Britney Spears Be Natural In A Minute…

i like this song.

[youtube http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kYtGl1dX5qI]

don’t judge me.
i was surprised to see britney getting into it.
well when i saw that there was a remix video with her,
diddy,
waka,
and weezy….
i had to check it out and well…

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f0xmail: I See The Warmth In Their Eyes. Do They Both Want My Butt Cheeks?

FOXMAIL

You know I have to come to you for advice, you always help me out and you’re like a friend in my head, but here is the situation, so of course you know that I’m College right now, and there is this guy that I think is so adorable and sexy, now we have a mutual relationship. he is a cool guy, and I actually told him about the relationship I just got out of with my ex-boyfriend that I told you about…

see here
see here 2

… that didn’t go so well.

Well he told me he already knew , even before that my relationship was bad, could be from seeing things on facebook and wanted me to get out of the relationship because it wasn’t good for me. so recently I spoke about getting a paw print on my leg and told him if he thought that would be to much, he said no wouldn’t he has a friend that I actually kind of know who is a tranney, and supposedly he knows everyone else in the lifestyle that are very out there. but here is the catch, he said that he is not gay, and that he always has to remind his gay friend that if they were to touch him he would be uncomfortable and probably would throw hands at them. So after the fact he gave me his number and said that we can hang out whenever, he doesn’t mind that like at a bar but he works three jobs. but so my question to you jamari, is do you think he is gay.

Second Guy
There is also another guy when I am at school, he always goes out of his way to say hello to me, I find him quite charming, he has a child, light skin, green eyes, very muscular, and he is sexy. one day I told someone close to me if they could ask if he is gay, he told them know, so lost all hope and everytime he is at my job he looks at women, you can tell he is a playa, lady’s man or so what have you, but however he always seems to focus his attention on me sometimes which I find kind of odd, he is very masculine but has this warm, charming side to him, he is really cool to me. but what I would like to ask you is what do you think about these two are they suspect or you don’t think he is.

MY ANSWER…

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Fantasia Says The World Is Doing Things The Bible Doesn’t Agree With (Like Gay Marriage and Weed Smoking)

this is usually the problem with these bible thumping christians.
some church folk like to pull that:

“people always like to judge me,
but I’m still a wreckless heathen who doesn’t care about other people because i can use that repent/prayer/run to the altar thing as a crutch for sinning so i can repeat it again next week.”

it makes for good theatrics at church or online.
fantasia being the latest…

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If I Had A Dislike Button, I Would Wake Up With 20,001 Dislikes

you walk into the lunch room.
every seat is taken.
sadly, you walk around aimlessly looking for a someplace to sit.
the look on your face has a slight nervousness because you know where you may end up.
the janitors table.
only where the losers and outcasts sit.
eureka!
you see an empty spot.
as you walk towards it,
you see “that person” is sitting at the other end.
“that person” don’t like you. at. allllll.
no reason.
as you approach, they put their bag on the seat.
they turn their head back into their conversation.
as you walk away,
you can hear the faint laughs as your self-esteem gets eggs thrown at it.

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why is it that the people you may just actually be cool with treat you like dirt?
is it something you did to them you didn’t realize?
is it subtle jealousy, or even envy?
or, is it unbridled attraction that is getting in the way of their judgement?
let’s hope it is the latter.
i started to wonder…