fantasies

i’ve been having fantasies that i never had before

I’m not even going to hold you but I’ve been angry too.

as i have been going deep inside with shadow work,
it has me revisiting past moments in my life.
instead of feeling depressed about them,
i’ve been feeling rightfully annoyed.
it has also made me rightfully horny too.
having fantasies in a way that i never have…

yesterday,
i was looking at a picture i took of work wolf and…

ALIGN THAT THING TO ME SO THE RIGHT THINGS CAN CUM OUT OF THIS.

i am be the greatest fox alive.
i live a comfortable life.
i am wealthy.
i know ballers wolves.
i have great friends.
i have amazing readers.
i have a lot of connections.
i will continue to be a success with ideas.

all of those things are absolutely true.
some just haven’t happened yet,
but some have already started happening.
they will because i have aligned my self talk with my desires.

in life, you could either be beaten down and accept the bullshit life hands to you.
start getting yourself ready for battle.
you need to be brave in this world.
life is not for weaklings and softies.
only the strong survive.
being black and liking men already puts you behind everyone else…
or does it?
we are lucky in many ways.
for one,
no annoying child support and we tend to be blessed with SUPER HUMAN LIKE talent.

we choose which direction we want to go.
we choose how people will react to us.
we also choose whether we want respect or bad treatment.
i demand respect.
you should too.
that is the first step in aligning yourself towards where you want to be.
no one should tell you who you are.
you should ALWAYS tell them.
below are some rules i follow to be great…

Continue reading “ALIGN THAT THING TO ME SO THE RIGHT THINGS CAN CUM OUT OF THIS.” →

…and this DID NOT HELP! (thanks hoodsworld)

Would I look like a ho if I said I would have a threesome with these two?

Continue reading “…and this DID NOT HELP! (thanks hoodsworld)” →

Jamari’s Fantasies/Expectations Explored.

Welcome To My Fun House, my beautiful Tops and Bottoms
(straight people also welcomed).

That blog underneath was a preview of what is to come from me.
I am sort of a freak and that is cool.
Everyone is.
I am not a ho freak though.
There is a BIG difference.

I am a pretty brown skinned chocolate bottom
that has exquisite taste in men.
I can spot a fine man from a mile away.
Call it a gift.
Hood, preppy, casual, nerd, church boy….
whatever.

I was told to make this list and I am going to treat you guys to what I want.
What I am looking for.

Continue reading “Jamari’s Fantasies/Expectations Explored.” →