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f0xmail: A Much Needed Love Letter

So Jamari,

I know I am late but my condolences on the loss of “Star Fox”, I lost loved ones and it can be ruff. However I’d like to offer you some words of solace and hopefully they help. While a person may be absent from you physically always remember that as long as you live your life in a way that makes their contribution to your life worth while they never truly die, they simply take a vacation or move away until your time comes and you meet them again.

I lost my mother when I was young and can remember very little of her, but what I do remember is she taught me to pray, and that alone keeps her alive because I never forger to pray. I’ve lost grandparents and cousins and each time something happens and I hear the words they spoke to me or the things they’ve said or offer advice they gave to me in my lowest points….I realize though they physically are no longer here, they are still with me.

So know your friend is with you, and not only you “Star Fox” is with every person who follows your blog and who has read any word of encouragement that you wrote based on something he said to you. In short you are the living legacy of his influence.

In your post you said he encouraged you to be brave

“jamari stop being so scared.
just do it.
have faith.
go with the flow.”

So every time you encourage someone to be brave “Star Fox” is there and you have encourage a lot of people through your blog.

He taught you to value your words and what you have to offer…

“the world needs to know the you i know.
they would love you so much as i do.”

So each time you teach someone their value, “Star Fox” is there..so whenever you are honest, brave, insightful, inspiring, courageous or dare to try you are in fact living the way your friend inspired you to live….so take comfort in this….

You haven’t lost your friend, he hasn’t gone anywhere as long as you live, love, stay fabulously dressed, have wonderful experiences, continue to press pass limitations based in fear, depression or anything that he would not approve of….

In short….your friend is alive because you are still here, and he will continue to live because for every word that he has given you that you impart to someone else….he lives…..

So Live….and do it up…..for “Star Fox”

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f0xmail: BEYONCE, I WANT TO MEET YOU OR I WILL EXPLODE!!

FOX MAIL

i have no idea if this is what i was looking but im really tring to meet beyonce its my life long dream. Every Year on my birthday i wish to meet her and i cry everytime i know i will never get the chance . I have been staying in a group home for over 7 months now and i rather meet her than go home to my family . Im 15 years old my birthday is may 3rd and i wish nothing on my sweet 16 is to have a chance to meet her i know famous people are busy and stuff , but if they love there fans as much as they say they do than Mrs. Beyonce Knowles if this is her site may i please meet you . Thanks thats all i ask

MY ANSWER…

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f0xmail: Jamari, Look At What I Saw At The Pool!

nothing better than laying by the pool, right?
well my fav f-bi assologist sent in something from a swim meet he attended.
you think you can spot it?…

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f0xmail: “Dirty Rotten Scandals” Starring The Dicktator

i just got an email about this industry wolf jackal here:

they wanted to stay anonymous.
i couldn’t add too many details.
yet.
i won’t lie.
it was pretty damn juicy…

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f0xmail: I Got The DL Wolf and It HURT… and Now I Want To Be Over Him. Help?!

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Hey Jamari, I’v been reading your blog for about 2years and all I can say is you are doing absolutely great things. Much love.
I am a 27yr old DL fox from a conservative background in West Africa. I am pretty successful here. I met this 23yr old wolf around my ‘hood while jogging one day. We became friends and got closer. He was straight until I noticed he started acting weird and making some very direct compliments. He said he likes me a lot. I rebuffed him for quite a while until I was sure he wasn’t playing- I’m not one to convert straight guys.

This wolf is a muscular, cute sweetheart who quickly became a staple in my family home(and my life). My family see him like my junior brother but we were much more than that. We started dating and when it got down to d crunch- he is so well-endowed I bled the 1st time. I cldnt get myself to do it again(and he was of the same notion). Long story short- I fell in love with him. He still kicks it with vixens but I’m d only guy.

After 6months of dating (enjoying the friendship too), I realised he doesn’t feel the same way I do. He acts weird when I tell him my feelings, he isn’t d romantic type, he bangs some round-the-way hos(cos he says he wants a quick-no-feelings bang). He lives 5mins away from me. I’m completely heartbroken cos I stupidly fell in love with a guy who just confessed that he cnt grow to love a guy. I’m devastated cos I’v invested so much into this and nothing is forthcoming. We are good friends but we come from 2 different lifestyles and ideals.

How do I get over him? Unlove him- cos I guess its so convenient for him to be the centre of my attention(and I’m a Cancer, I love hard and I kinda take care of him to some extent). I see him EVERYDAY. He claims he’s trying but he keeps lying to me about the skenks he bumps uglies with(I aint against heterosexual sex but he can do waaaaaay better- he loves sex- but not with people who are immature, shady and steal from u).

Please help me(talk some sense into me). I wanna get over him but I can’t. I do deserve better.