i was talking about my parents to one of the vixens in another department today.
she lost her mother two years ago and we were agreeing it doesn’t get easy.
i mentioned that i missed my parents so much,
i see little signs that they are around.
well why come when i was coming home tonight,
as i was waiting for the train,
this older lady was coming towards me to go further down the platform.
she was the SPITTING image of my moms.
height
complexion
hair cut
i guess she wanted to let me know she was still here.
it made me smile.
now if only they both can send me the winning lottery numbers,
or the wolf of my dreams…
sheesh!

everyone this is simone battle.
she was a twenty five year old aspiring singer,
whose group “G.R.L.” was starting to take off:

she also appeared on x factor a few times.
she even had many tumblr folks reblogging her for her style.
she was like many of us,
trying to turn a dollar into a dream.
well simone lost the internal battle last night.
she allegedly ended her life.
stories like these make me so sad.
taylour paige,
from “hit the floor”,
had some words to share about her friend on instagram…
Continue reading “She Couldn’t Fight The Battle Anymore” →

i have been thinking about zen’s comment in the last entry.
zen is one of the foxhole’s loyal voices in the comment boxes.
you can read it ( x here ).
i understand where he is coming from.
i am not shy about admitting my struggles,
but i have started to notice something…
Continue reading “That Thing, That Thing, That Thii-iii-iii-iiiing” →

well almost.
it always take something to being you back real quick…
so as i’m coming back from the barber shop,
headed to the store,
my home-vixen called me bawling.
i literally had to stop and sit on someone’s steps…
Continue reading “Death Becomes It” →

today i read the details of robin william’s suicide.
he tried to slit his wrists but since that didn’t work,
he ended up hanging himself.
i nearly cried at my desk.
along with micheal brown’s murder,
it has been a very sad week when it comes to senseless death.
today the mailroom wolves were having a discussion about robin williams.
many of them said:

“why would he kill himself?
he had money…”

um.
say what?…
Continue reading “Happiness = A lot of Money and Instagram Followers” →

“d4d” meaning “death for dick”.
yes everyone,
add another “online hook app gone wrong” to the foxhole archives.
this time it involves the victim,
dino dizdarević,
and the online app of choice,
grindr…
Continue reading “Hey Kids! Another “D4D” Hookup Story! (Gather Round)” →