She Couldn’t Fight The Battle Anymore

10561034_1441781012754133_601785930_neveryone this is simone battle.
she was a twenty five year old aspiring singer,
whose group “G.R.L.” was starting to take off:

she also appeared on x factor a few times.
she even had many tumblr folks reblogging her for her style.
she was like many of us,
trying to turn a dollar into a dream.
well simone lost the internal battle last night.
she allegedly ended her life.
stories like these make me so sad.
taylour paige,
from “hit the floor”,
had some words to share about her friend on instagram
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That Thing, That Thing, That Thii-iii-iii-iiiing

u19vrq52vcwsobc1pk5c-1i have been thinking about zen’s comment in the last entry.
zen is one of the foxhole’s loyal voices in the comment boxes.
you can read it ( x here ).
i understand where he is coming from.
i am not shy about admitting my struggles,
but i have started to notice something
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Death Becomes It

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well almost.
it always take something to being you back real quick…

so as i’m coming back from the barber shop,
headed to the store,
my home-vixen called me bawling.
i literally had to stop and sit on someone’s steps…
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Happiness = A lot of Money and Instagram Followers

tumblr_m9oi32OqBz1rvcjrqtoday i read the details of robin william’s suicide.
he tried to slit his wrists but since that didn’t work,
he ended up hanging himself.
i nearly cried at my desk.
along with micheal brown’s murder,
it has been a very sad week when it comes to senseless death.
today the mailroom wolves were having a discussion about robin williams.
many of them said:

“why would he kill himself?
he had money…”

um.
say what?…
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Hey Kids! Another “D4D” Hookup Story! (Gather Round)

Z1NPCBEAT06C“d4d” meaning “death for dick”.
yes everyone,
add another “online hook app gone wrong” to the foxhole archives.
this time it involves the victim,
dino dizdarević,
and the online app of choice,
grindr
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17 Years (Never Forget)

neverforget17 years.
17 long years since he’s been gone.
this man was and still is “new yawk”.
still a legend even after his untimely passing.
fat,
black,
ugly as ever,
howeva…
he is still greatly missed in hip hop.
no one can touch him yet.
he lyrically punished the mic,
while leaving his signature “get money” bravado that always stuck with us.
shit even some of his craziest lyrics made you stop what you was doing.
“You look so good huh,
I suck on your daddy’s dick”

me and my bitch.
the interlude on “life after death” where he “shits on the bitch”>>>>>
yup.
how could anyone not know the entire verse to “juicy”?
who doesn’t get amp when he starts to flow on “can’t you see”?
how could we ever forget the notorious big?
i know i won’t.
his music and bad boy pretty much ran the soundtrack my childhood.
even though i was too young to understand,
the feeling the music gave me will always stick with me.
these have got to be my favorite biggie tracks…
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