” Suicide is being selfish.”

I always hear people saying that.
But, what is so selfish about it?
Realistically, the person was thinking of a way out of their pain.
Some people suffer alone in this world with no one to speak too.
All this fronting and faking is the new thing to mask very sad people…
But, at what point does one bring themselves to actually kill themselves?
Does it happen when you just feel so low that you can’t look up?
Or, when something happens that may ruin your reputation that the only way is death?
Is it their way of escaping their pain or embarrassment?
Or, is it really selfish?
I had to ask…

Is life really that hard to bring yourself to suicide?

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…. and my weekend has officially been ruined.

We will miss you Whitney.
You blessed the world with your amazing voice.

R.I.P 

SMFH.

My world has a series of ups and downs.
I should have a damn reality show with all this fuckery going on,
One minute, I am up and then the next,
I am somewhere on the ground floor wandering around in the lobby.
Sometimes I want to tell Satan, “Oh ok very funny! What’s next?”

… and then I realize he ain’t joking.
He is very intent on making my life hell.
Or, is it me?
Am I the cause of my own problems and I just don’t realize it?
I started to wonder:

Are these my lessons…. or my lapse in the right judgement?

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Sigh…
Antoine is a tricky character… 

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… and Jamari snagged the death picture to prove it.
Well, MTO did but I’m doing an exclusive feature.

EXTREMELY GRAPHIC PICTURE BELOW

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Yup. I said it.

this holiday season is so depressing for whatever reason.
people have lost their jobs left and right.
the spirit has left alot of people feeling bitter.
no one seems to be in the Christmas spirit and quite frankly,
i do not blame anyone for scrooging it up.

i dunno about anyone else
but i am ready for ’09 to leave us behind and start ’10…. AS SOON AS POSSIBLE.

granted,
i do not know what ’10 has in store for us….
but i hope it brings a more positive year and more possibilities.

i hope you guys are having a better christmas than i.