I couldn’t help but wonder:
Are we all just sad clowns,
performing for an audience that never truly sees us?

yesterday,
i won’t even hold you but i spent most of the day crying.
i’ve never been one to shy away from expressing about my issues.
it was a struggle for me to get anything done.
lately,
i’ve been feeling like I’m wearing two masks.
one is the one everyone expects…

i use to be the top clown at the circus.
i can admit it…
now.
as i go through this therapy journey,
i’ve been feeling really sad.
i’m sure others may have experienced this with or without therapy too.
when you start to look back on things for your own closure…

Continue reading “I USE TO BE ON THAT CLOWN BOY SH*T” →

clown.
the entire clown college.
if amber guyger didn’t go to jail for killing botham jean,
we would have rioted.
she is a former officer who killed her upstairs neighbor by mistake.
why?
she thought he was in her apartment and he broke in.
she was actually in his.
she tried to use the weaponry of “white tears“…

…but the judge and jury were already quenched.
she was allegedly crying,
but no tears were coming down.
well thankfully she was found guilty today…

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sB9qG2kOv4o

…but can we talk about another clown that was with her in the court room?
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^this.
that.
i didn’t sign up for that.
that creepy ass clown in #ahsfreakshow.
i don’t do clowns!
all this time i thought it was premiering next week.
i decided to watch it just now and i’m SCARED!
every light is on in my crib.
i will probably sleep the same way.
bedroom door locked.
the club next to my bed.
i’m not even playing.
why ain’t no one tell me this season started off so damn scary?
ugh!

x watch first episode here