most people have a lurker or burner account on social media.
i mean i can’t judge because i have one.

honesty hour: i was lurking on my crush’s ig even before officially meeting him.
hell,
sometimes i still lurk even though we follow each other.
i don’t want him to know i get heart eyes every time he posts something.
shrug

i have no shame in admitting that.
you shouldn’t feel shamed either.

many blue checks have burner pages that aren’t run by their pr teams.
hell,
beyonce even has a secret snapchat.
some people make fake accounts to:

– lurk on exes/crushes/exes new love interests
– follow people they hate to slaughter them in group chats
– indulge in same sex situations without judgment
– freaks
– don’t want folks to find out their love of knitting and cross dressing

acting wolf,
armie hammer (catch me if you can),
doesn’t care about a lurksta.
as you know a few years ago,
he got caught up on twitter for ( x liking bdsm and bondage kink ).
last week,
he got a divorce from his wife,
but all of his alleged cheating from his “blue check” ig came out yesterday…

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while watching 50 shades of grey today,
i had to ask myself:

“would i let a baller wolf do this to me?”

as sexy as i like a wolf to control me,
and i’m not afraid to tied up in the sake of pleasure,
christian grey came off as a damn near an emotional abuser.
okay so (and kinda spoilers)…
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CHOKE ME.

SPANK ME.

PULL MY HAIR.

Pain can feel so damn good.

Remember what it was like when you lost your virginity?
That was a pain I was not ready for but after a while, I started to like it.
I became addicted to that feeling of submission.

Or, when we got our hearts broken by our first Wolf.
That pain was what helped us feel the pleasure (or seek it) from a better Wolf.

Love and life can play the role of a sadist.
They can spank us, humiliate us, and fuck us hard and raw.
We assume the role of masochistic behavior.
We feel the pain that comes with it and after a while,
that pain can start to become pleasure.

As a Fox…

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