I had to wonder:
Is it hard to gain back self respect once we lose it?

I was having a discussion with a Foxholer about a “straight” attentionsisto he knows.
You might know him.
He is straight publicly but actually gay for pay privately.
So 98% of them?
The issue isn’t the gay for pay but how desperate he is for money.
Once he sucked the peen of someone with big money,
he was tested to see how far he was willing to do.
He has been slutted out,
got a deposit in every hole,
those butt cheeks got pounded into oblivion,
and pretty much will allowed himself to be known as “a good little slut”.
He is now being passed around to other with big money and that never ends well.

remember that scene in “coming to america” when he made her bark like a dog?

i would have cursed him TF out and left.
she barked.
there are people in the forests who will bark.
those who bark end up being like the attentionisto in the above story.
losing respect is the kiss of death.
if someone knows you will do anything for success/companionship/friendship,
they’ll exploit you in every which way.
there is no challenge with those who’ll bark.
there is nothing to fight for or be excited about.
my thing is…