3:44am

i can’t sleep.
i woke up out my tossing and turning randomly,
with the inside of my right ear itching,
and just feeling all around out of it.
not only that,
but the back of my throat feels stuffy.
i have slight chills too.
it feels like i’m coming down with a cold.
not only that,
there is so much on my mind right now.
i started to look for my phone,
which had somehow fallen behind my bed.
when i finally found it,
i saw that i had a deposit hit my checking account.
my unemployment had finally kicked in.
i really needed that money too.
rent is due and i’m running low on groceries.
when i look

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