If the hyena who made ^this album in the 90s would ever think that his life in the 20s would end up the way it did?
i’m sure he thought he had more fuckery for his creative outlet to unfold.
when we are high on the horse of doing dumb shit,
we always think we will be the special snowflake to “make it”.
you know what’s wild?
i haven’t heard an r. kelly song in YEARS.
his music is blocked on my spotify and i forget he exists a lot of the time.
we will probably never see or hear r. kelly again in this lifetime…
i’ve been listening to aaliyah’s “one in a million” album since its release last week.
it made me listen to other 90s teen r&b around that era too.
if you’re on the ig foxhole,
you can tell i’m down the rabbit hole with my stories.
aaliyah’s 20th death anniversary was yesterday and i still cannot believe its been that long.
My mother died the same year.
9/11 was the same year too.
even through all those events,
i’m still here even when i thought i would have killed myself a long time ago.
with any death anniversary,
i went down the rabbit hole of aaliyah’s short life and death.
i saw this clip of dame dash,
from an et memorial special yesterday…
so i love brandy.
she was actually one of the first singing chicks i got into.
hell she was the one of the reasons i tuned into the game.
if it wasn’t for her,
and tasha mack’s mouth…
that would be a non factor in my show rotation.
well i saw this video today and it got me…