inside jamari fox

we never talk about grieving enough.
when you hear the word “grieve”,
you think it comes from mourning the death of a loved one.

“I grieved the loss of Star Fox.”

…but we don’t actually realize that we can grieve a living person.
we grieve the loss of people who are still alive in many different ways.
i’m grieving today…

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“What is with all this gay shit on Power?????” – one of my straight wolf associates said.

i’m not watching “power book 2: ghost” with the son,
tariq.
it’s not that i don’t wanna watch but i’m kinda “eh” about it.
i stopped watching well into the first season somewhere.
i think around their winter break.
tariq and the mother highkey annoyed me on the original power.
ill tune in one of these days.
anyway,
i’ve been hearing about the gay sex scenes on the show.
the last thing i saw was the gay brother smashing a dude in art class.
his mother,
played by mary j,
found his drawing and figured out he was gay.
i’m gonna font something that may get me in trouble.
even tho 50s mouth and fingers are wild disrespectful…

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noah’s arc was the gay’s “sex and the city”.
noah was carrie.
ricky was samantha.
chance was charolette.
alex was alex.
wade was mr. big.
every time a new episode was uploaded,
karaoke and i would rush to watch it together.
their theme song still brings me happiness ever time i listen to it:

that show really helped me find comfort in my young gay life,
especially the confusion of dealing with my own “wade”.
so when i heard this news via out…

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getting fired can be a shock for many of us.
we be working,
thinking we doing a good job,
and our higher-ups have whole other plans.

Sidebar: I hate when jobs fire you but have you training your replacement and you don’t even realize it.

well,
like the person involved,
i’m stunned at this recent firing from cnn…

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i was reading a thread on reddit about the kardashians.
i know.
i know.
it was a thread about all the wolves they have dated.
many of the people pointed out that the sisters have a type.
i started to understand what a “type” is.
so it led me to wonder…

Do I have a type?

…and i definitely do.
when it came to all the males i’ve either attracted,
talked to,
or messed with…

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why are people so nasty and so rude to folks minding their business?
it has happened to me and people i know.
you could be minding your business,
looking and feeling cute,
and a big-body bully jackal bitch(es) decides to pull up in public.
you don’t even know them but it’s “fuck with you” o’clock.
some of ya’ll likes to fight so yall live for these moments.
others end up shrinking and it can ruin their whole day.
this vixen by the name of @jackielabonita was minding her business,
looking cute at a baseball game,
and recorded two bully she-jackal bitches trying to pull up on her…

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