do you believe that?
i do.
call me a hopeless romantic.
call me optimistic.
hell call me stupid.
i try to believe that my “right now” isn’t my “forever”.
i saw that quote last night while trolling the grand theft auto boards for help.
yes.
yes i am quite addicted.
i put it in evernote to remind myself to show everyone today.
don’t stay thirty my friends.
stay hopeful better is coming!

i realize today i can’t go to hoodsworld’s site.
this week i started doing a fast.
no masturbating.
no sex.
anytime i felt the need or urge,
i would go read the bible.
all these “summer time fine” baller wolves are making it hard.
hood ain’t no better.
he updated me on brandon stephens,
( x this entry )
who plays for the detriot lions.
he also put some new shots up of him for me…

Continue reading ““DAMN YOU HOODSWORLD!”… and Exhale.” →

i felt a little down tonight.
it’s expected.
i realize that it won’t get any easier yet.
i was scrolling down my tumblr TL and saw this entry.
i wanted to share it with everyone.
i know besides me,
someone else out there is going through it.
this message maybe needed for the foxhole…

Continue reading “God Sees…” →

Im just letting all you Baller Wolves know reading…
That I will be also doing a screening for your beards when you are with me…
Like these two:

I need to like her ass too.

So my Vixens over at Baller Alert came up with a list for other Vixens to become beards.
Something I am all too familiar with when your image needs a cute hoe on your arm…

Continue reading “Hi, I’m CoochieLana and I’ll Be Your Wolf’s Beard Today!” →

People who say it cannot be done,
should not interrupt people who are doing it.

Source: JAWKSTRAP