can i be petty for an entry.
Foxhole,
i deserve this.

soooooooooo…
i thought this straight wolf jackal was my friend when i was a teenager.
i wasn’t attracted to him even though he was really good looking.
he was part of the popular kids and my low self worth tail was looking for acceptance.
come to find out,
he wasn’t a friend and when it came to to defend me,
he didn’t stop at nothing to throw me under the bus.
as forgiving and sometimes the stupid cancer fox that i can be,
i saw him randomly on a rih’s social media and hit him up to font wassup.

left me on read.

it put my tail between my legs and STILL didn’t learn my lesson with others but i digress.
that was in like 2009 or so.
i would see him in pics with many of the wolves jackals in his pack that did me wrong.
it stung but i kept it moving,
working,
and living my best life.

well.

i was talking to someone we mutually knew from around that time in my life yesterday.
they were one of the many who warned me:

“jamari,
these jackals are NOT your friends.”

THEY SAID…

i’ll never forget when whitney died,
clive davis continued to have the grammy party while she was submerged in the bathtub…

LITERALLY UPSTAIRS.

i felt that was heartless and cruel.
personally,
out of respect for whitney and if i was an artist,
i wouldn’t have shown up.
don’t even get me started on the whole diddy connection,
per the netflix documentary.
IYKYK.
clive davis passed away today at 94…

i have a friend who will never admit but i know.
i think we all know “that one friend/family member who didn’t vote or voted wrong”.
suddenly,
they are loud about all that is happening in the country right now.
i mean,
appalled!
…but we know.

so the alleged reason why “the indian lady with the cackle” wasn’t elected for president.
not a shocker but…

what an F-BI sent me.
how many open relationships have we watched crumble?
i always fonted it an insult for anyone to suggest being in an open relationship.
it always came off as job hunting while still employed.

peep the Foxhole “hypothetical but not really” scene:

lets font that you are one of 3 males.
you end up dating one so this becomes a threesome,
sans you not having sex with the third wheel and thinking they’re your friend.
well unfortunately,
third wheel and your partner allegedly start fuckin’ around while denying it.
social media calls it out but the denial is still there.
jamari fox calls it out but third wheel responds it’s all lies.
come to find out,
it wasn’t lies and it was actually happening.
“news at 11”.
third wheel and your ex are a thing.
traveling,
making content,
and basically doing all to show they are the new “it” couple.
a year later,
the break up happens and it’s messy.

remember when i posted about ( x these three folks )?
big daddy aka king0f(broken)hearts,
otule,
and lxshxwn.
that same F-BI sent me an ironic and alleged update and well…

so i see everyone having a meltdown because mariah appeared on kai’s stream.
welp,
i’m here to font:

this is our faults.

like with our current president,
don’t act shocked now.
the only time i’ve watched a kai stream…

One of my good friends told me last year that allegedly,
the Palestine people urged people to vote for the lady.

once i see people attacking instead of educating,
it officially becomes performative and i check out.
this goes for stans of an artist as well.
i feel like during our new president’s campaign,
he was very mute about not doing anything for palestine.
when i saw this…

…along with protesters at the lady’s campaign rallies:

…but when no one was protesting at the other’s rallies,
i knew it was a bad look.
well,
our new president announced his plans for every and all things gaza…