i want to be stupid

what is the “right decision” to you?
yes,
you,
foxholer.
like,
do you go with:

a) the way you feel?
b) the way you think it will turn out?

i got to wondering about how folks make decisions

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How To Feel Small Around Big Balls

i can literally hear my mother in my ear.
so i hate feeling stupid.
i mean,
we all don’t like feeling stupid.
mine comes from years of mental abuse.
so i OD in working hard so i can master something.
in some cases,
it worked wonders.
others,
like my new gig,
it is causing me to fuck up
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