seasonal depression

do i have the rona or is this regular seasonal depression? sheesh

i had to ask myself if i had the rona today.
i know one of the main symptoms is tiredness.
foxhole,
i’ve been so out of it these last few days.
hell,
these last couple of weeks?
i don’t know if this is a depression or what,
but i’m legit exhausted at 7:17pm.
now…

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The Effects of Living Backwards

this winter season in new yawk has been the worst.
like,
i’m completely over it.
lately i’ve been feeling:

tired af
sick af
depressed af
low energy af
“wanting to call out of work” – af
“ain’t trying to get outta bed” – af
“leave me the fuck alone” – af

…and i didn’t know what was going on.
you know when i cry over an erased entry,
but it was like i was crying to release something else,
there is an underlying issue at hand.
i spoke to pose today and she hipped me onto something.
something i ain’t never heard of,
but we may all suffer from it…