It is the little things God provides for me.

yesterday,
i decided to host a pity party.
it was raining,
i was tired AF,
one of the Foxholers shared something with me that made me really sad,
and i was emotionally not in the best place.
sometimes,
it’s not a great day for a pity party.
we can’t always be together and posting spiritual captions on our IG.
sometimes,
shit just sucks.
i sent this text to one of my sisters from another:

yes,
i had on adele.
i was already hitting the gas to 100 for maximum depression.
i was happy that i wasn’t the only one throwing a pity party tbh.
so as i was celebrating my pity on my couch,
something told me to check my phone.
when i looked,
i saw that i had a tweet that said…

a friend of mine gifted me something out of nowhere the other day.
just randomly and it had me confused.
i definitely appreciated that blessing because i needed it.
so he said:

“Remember when I was broke and you paid something off for me for a year?”

…uh,
no.
i def didn’t remember.
when i do things for people,
i do it and move on with my life.

“See,
you don’t remember because you are a good person.”

so i thought to myself…

i don’t think i could ever lose my kindness.
i don’t want to.
i am strong,
but i’m very sensitive to others.
so i was sitting at my desk waiting for some files from another department.
it was taking a while to arrive…
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