When I saw Jaguar Wright on Piers Morgan,
I had only one word: Wow.

….and not the good kind of “wow”.
i mean, 
how did this mentally unstable she-jackal manage to land herself on prime time?
she’s got a dedicated stans because she crashed back into the industry guns blazing,
throwing accusations at every artist she can think of.
her favorite targets?
jay-z,
of course.
jaguar’s been on a warpath,
claiming she’s got serious dirt on the carters.
when she went on piers morgan,
she went full throttle with accusations.

jay and bey,
the masters of keeping cool under pressure,
have finally had enough…

Have you ever felt at your wits end?

life suddenly became too much to handle,
you felt like you were on auto pilot,
and nothing was making you excited about life anymore.
i’ve been feeling like my energy had ghosted me.
i just felt tired about everything and everyone tbh.
it was like being a clown working overtime at the circus.
i was exhausted and still juggling it all because i balance two lives:

My IRL self
My Foxhole self

my entire being has rsvp’d “yes” to an emotional breakdown.
why aren’t we fontin’ more about burnout?
it’s like we’re conditioned for one thing:

Grind
Grind
Grind

…and then,
when the weekend rolls around:

Events
Errands
Everything but recharge

i’ve been battling burnout hard these past two years,
and while i’m no expert,
here’s what i’m learning as i try to figure it out…

Some folks are into interesting kinks.

i’ve never understood the physical kink tbh.
there was a site called “jock physical” and as you might have guessed:

Hot males of all kinds had their physicals record for the male gaze.

well,
if you know or didn’t,
that went up in flames.
no,
i’m serious.

Someone was murdered and set on fire over at Jock Physicals and that is why it ended.

a Foxholer sent me the story and wow…

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this latest scandal took a bite out of everyone’s fears.
apparently,
we’re faking dental licenses now just for a little IG fame.
the first time i caught wind of veneer tech was from the jay hefner,
the late porn wolf himself.

Sidebar: one of his movies randomly popped up on my feed.
God,
this wolf had a “must hire” stroke resume.
ugh.

anyway…
i always thought people went to the dentist,
or maybe even a plastic surgeon,
to get their veneers done.
brandon dillard dubbed himself atlanta’s top specialist and veneer tech on IG.
that was the red flag right there.
he’s been popping teeth into everyone’s mouths…

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butttttttttttt guess what?..

First:
I want to take a moment to thank every single one of you who supports me,
whether in words,
actions,
subbing,
or by simply being patient with me while i’ve been working through my issues.
Your understanding means the world to me.
Some days are harder than others and I’m grateful for the space to grow,
stumble,
and get back up again.
Thank you for sticking by me.

Now about those fuckin’ lemons.

we all know the saying:
“when life hands you lemons, make lemonade“,
but…

I couldn’t help but wonder:
Are we all just sad clowns,
performing for an audience that never truly sees us?

yesterday,
i won’t even hold you but i spent most of the day crying.
i’ve never been one to shy away from expressing about my issues.
it was a struggle for me to get anything done.
lately,
i’ve been feeling like I’m wearing two masks.
one is the one everyone expects…