i always find it eerie when someone’s posts their final pic,
tweet,
or status message before their untimely death.
sydney loofe was on her way for a second date with who she thought was “the one”,
but didn’t realize that would be the last night she would be alive.

she was found cut up in pieces in 13 trash bags on the side of the highway.

i was creeped out while watching a hulu docuseries,
“swipe right on the devil“,
and it had me shook at like 3am.
it was only 3 episodes but i had to finish.
she met her end matching with psychopaths on on tinder,
but the entire docuseries takes you down a crazy rabbit hole.
as they were looking for her body,
all kinds of other wild shit was happening too.
there was a main thought on my mind that stood out while watching…

this movie was a trip.
Foxhole,
watch it now on HULU.
NOW.

we have to be careful what we wish for.
i’ve learned that many times tbh.
i’ve done it with wolves,
people,
and tbh,
transitioning to this place i’m staying at now.

it isn’t always what it’s cracked up to be.
even though it drains TF outta you,
it either isn’t meant for you or meant to challenge you for better.

the pay off is you gain skills that the “easy mode” path didn’t.
i felt that way watching the 2023 movie,
“what you wish for“…

sooooooooo,
i don’t know if you’re heard the update but:

jimmy kimmel will be back on air tomorrow!

in the past,
protesting was marching.
in 2025,
it’s about snatching them dollars.
we put the fear of Jesus in target and they still ain’t recovered yet.

disney saw the light of the Lord as their stocks and fan base dropped to the pits of hell.
i heard all kinds of disney stans were canceling disney+ and hulu,
along with actors/actresses boycotting their shows on the app.

i’m glad this was reversed because they would have set a bad precedent moving forward.
first of all,
the first amendment and second:

if a rich white male was silenced for making a joke,
what do we think would happen going forward?

this is why i font to ya’ll…

fonting of documentaries i actually GAF about…

so i started watching a doc on hulu everyone was fonting about on rih’s socials.
it’s a look into what went down before,
during,
and after hurricane katrina,
executive produced by ryan coogler:

i had to take a break during episode 3.
for those of the millennials who were there…

have you ever met someone who seemed to be exactly what you were looking for?
in the beginning,
it’s perfect!
you feel like it’s a match made in heaven.
as with most relationships after the honeymoon phase,
and you both start getting use to each other,
things start to change.
the spark fades and you’re left clinging to “the incentive”,
whatever that may be.

now,
imagine meeting someone new while you are with your main.
someone who blows your mind.

the chemistry is undeniable,
the sex is phenomenal,
and every encounter feels like an adventure.
they’re exciting,
captivating,
but they lack “the incentive” that your main has.
you start to wonder if you could look past it.
could you give up the familiarity and stability,
even if it means downgrading?

Is it worth leaving your main and starting over?

this is the dilemma i’ve been grappling with…

I couldn’t help but wonder:
Why do we crave acceptance so bad from the obviously wrong people?

when we desperately need someone(s) and they sense that,
they’ll use it to control us.
they’ll push you to see just how far up their ass you’re willing to go.
for some,
the entrance while others look for a home in their colon.
a jackal from my past has a grudge against me…