next year,
God spare my life and raise my abundance,
i want to do more out in these forests.
after these last 2 years of being in the crib,
i’m ready to be outside again.
you’ll always know when you’re ready.
shows like insecure and this new gossip girl reminds me of how much fun i used to have.

one minute i’m at a restaurant and the next i’m at a recording studio.
this city can take you on many different adventures.
so i was watching the new episodes of gossip girl and one of the characters,
julien calloway,
said something i plan on implementing in my social life.
she was talking to her father about going out for thanksgiving and she said…

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the whole gossip girl storyline resembles our current lives today.

Backstab each other
Do drugs
Fuck each other
Fuck people we shouldn’t be fuckin’
Buy nice shit
Post the nice shit and the people we are fuckin’ online
Get exposed in some form or another

dare i say,
gossip girl was kinda what started off this whole social media life.
you know all of the folk’s scandals and gossip gets exposed on social media first.
the final season,
like many,
was an absolute shit show.
they decided to raise gossip girl from the dead,
revamp it with a modern look,
and add rich teenage hipsters who are trying to be different but are like everyone else.

Sounds like some of our lives right now.

some of us love a good scandal.
i’m on a heavy “serena” right now.
up and left,
but i’ll be back to stir up shit soon.

hbo max has been cock teasing with posters and clips…

but they finally released the full trailer today for gossip girl 2021 and…

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i’m so glad to see lana del rey getting her shine.
it just goes to show that slow and steady does win the race.
keeping working on your passion.
so when i first heard lana del rey,
it was her song video games.

it was actually playing at the end of a gossip girl episode.
chuck had apologized to blair.
he then put the wedding ring outside tiffanys on the steps. ( x youtube ).
the song set a certain mood in the scene and i had to find out who was responsible for it.
lala del rey helped me get through the last few months/the after of my stressful job.
something about her music creates imagery in my mind.
it tells a story and makes me feel something when i listen to it.
i can’t explain it but i love her and every song she comes out with.
granted she isn’t the best performer,
but she helped(s) me get through whatever im going through.

lowkey: i’m glad jay z put her on the great gatsby soundtrack with ( x young and beautiful ).
everyone seems to love that song.
my shit is that,
“national anthem“,
“ride”,
“burning desire”,
and “cola”:

look i killed that whole album so bad that my mp3 is scratched.

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