inside jamari fox

i’m not gonna lie to you foxhole…

I am absolutely fascinated with Joe Budden.

there i fonted it.
i really want to have a conversation with him.
i find him to be an enigma because i cannot figure him out.
he is a virgo male and no cap but they do be like that.
so i went down the rabbit hole on his past stuff.
i saw a clip about him being attracted to carmen carerra,
who happens to be a trans-vixen,
on couple’s therapy in 2015…

Continue reading “that time joe budden didn’t know the vixen he wanted to tap was trans” →

i think back in the day,
people thought that twitter wouldn’t last.
they wrote wtf they felt about people without a care in the world.
life has a way of flipping the script tho.
those same people,
who once were nobodies,
have become public figures with careers in the industry.
did saucy santana think he was gonna make it as a rapper?
i guess he had no fucks to give about his alleged disdain for beyonce…

Continue reading “so saucy santana couldn’t stand beyonce a few years ago?” →

i am not liked.
that sentence was hard for me to accept tbh.
some people have made it pretty clear that they don’t accept me.
for years,
i tried to be a perfectionist when it came to people.
i was trained that way by a family who cared what people thought.
i’ve always tried to find love and acceptance within the crowd.
alas,
i wasn’t like everyone else even though i tried to be.
once i got hurt a few times,
i was battling between people-pleasing and not gaf.
i became assertive and not with the bullshit.
from jobs to people from my past,
i became unliked yet unforgettable.

I have the magical power of keeping some people pressed.

i realized something after a conversation yesterday…

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one of my favorite songs is “dilemma” from nelly and kelly rowland.
when i font you that…

I ???????? WORE ???????? THAT ???????? SONG ???????? OUT! ????????

“all i think about is you…”
good ol 20o2.
there are a slew of songs from that era that remind me of my first wolf.
i think thats the only song i listened to on that album.
one of the foxholers clearly wanted me to hate the song now.
they sent me a video of ex baller jackal,
herschel walker,
dancing to the song in a “they coulda kept this” special…

Continue reading “herschel walker danced to nelly’s dilemma and he might have kilt it” →

everyone is angry these days!
everyone wants to curse you out and fight!
you say or type the wrong thing or type:

even the pregnant vixens are throwing down out here…

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some shit should go to your graves.
i don’t know why everything needs to be shared on bey’s internet.
this is coming from me who shares almost everything.
i think if you can’t handle looking stupid tho…

It’s best to keep it between you and Gawd

 tweeter (who is ^above),
donivan,
wrote a series of tweets of how he he flew someone out to mexico.
it didn’t seem to go as planned…

Continue reading “when your shady tweets may have backfired and causes you distress” →