inside jamari fox

i wanted to address ^this because this is giving me way too much power.

Sidebar: if I was gonna go outta my way to allegedly hack someone’s phone,
wouldn’t I be seeking out juicer celebs and other public figures dirt?

Sidebar 2: if I was going to be Tasha K,
I would be much more ruthless.

Sidebar 3: don’t mentally abuse me for doing my career ????

Sidebar 4: if only people know how fast I move on after I write an entry.
My goal is not to be a scum bag blogger sending the entry to family members.
Go off tho.

but i digress…

Continue reading “let’s have a conversation about how i get stories sent in to me right quick” →

due to a hosting website issue,
parts of my website are not available such as contact and dcma/disclaimer.
those issues are currently are in progress of being resolved.

so disclaimer:

We don’t know what is going on BTS behind other people’s relationships or marriages.

The Foxhole and many in my life have desensitized me to IG relationships.
we just saw someone reveal their abuse in their relationship an entry down.
i don’t feel bad about being single because i’m in healing mode atm.
a Foxholer sent me a video from a couple,
patrick parrish and stevie jt,
putting up a christmas tree in the home their share…

Continue reading “i wanna put up a christmas tree with my manz too!” →

i have said before that i’m open to dating white wolves.
they aren’t my first choice but if i met one who looked like this:

without the drinking and shenanigans,
i’ll be off the market.
a foxholer sent me two images of bbredhawk.
he is a sub who has two dom daddies.
you’re probably like,
“what?“.
this is what he is into…

Continue reading “the bb sub, his dom daddy, and the kind of sh*t they’re into” →

one of my biggest fears use to be getting abused.
i knew i wasn’t strong and would probably go back if i really loved him.
thank God i got my tail in therapy to work those kinks out.

Abuse isn’t just physical.
Verbal,
mental,
and emotional black eyes hurt just as worse.

i am very sensitive to seeing  abuse.
there was a scene in the players club as a kid that traumatized me.
it was a vixen getting raped and beat up but behind a door.
( x it was this scene here )
i never watched this movie again off this scene alone.
a foxholer sent me the IG of aaron drew tonight.
aaron documented his abuse and this is very trigger warning ahead…

Continue reading “aaron drew shows us the faces of domestic violence” →

when you get into the entertainment industry,
you are going in there solo dolo.
there is no one to call when you are being sexually harassed,
threatened,
or being told you have to exchange sexual favors on the casting couch.
there are many who live in shame after things they’ve done/experienced.
this is why there is so much drug and alcohol abuse.
they do those things help them forget.
 have your shit together before you enter that jungle because…

Continue reading “there is no HR department in the entertainment industry” →