what if something good happens?

“what if something good happens?” as you tell the demons in your head

Whenever I would meet a wolf,
I would want to believe he would want me.
It could cause me to put up my guard to protect myself which made it seem I wasn’t interested.
I was very interested but I was full of fear.

If someone ever called me and said,
“We need to talk”.
98% of the time I’ll go,
“Uh oh”.

some of us might be broken.
we could be bitter,
pessimistic,
or guarded that we don’t see the possibility in anything.
when we were young,
we were more optimistic but as we grew up…