hi, i’ve decided to be straight to lower the volume of the whispers

Is it just me or do we all know a male who seems to be living in a perpetual state of scrutiny?

maybe it’s us right now?
as we navigate the high-stakes forest of corporate life,
or even if we are in entertainment or sports,
the whispers begin the moment we start to climb the ladder.

“Is he married?”
“Does he have kids?”
“I don’t see him talking about anyone special…”

once those whispers gain volume,
especially if we are hiding who we are inside,
we will do anything to lower them.
we duck for cover with “the ugly“,
the desperate“,
or some black males get with “the white” to keep a low profile.
in all of those spaces,
it’s better optics to have a vixen on your arm around your straight (or white) peers.
even in our families,
among our friends,
at church,
or in the neighborhood,
if you’re a guy without that “basic” life…

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i was having a pity party yesterday and someone gave me a present

It is the little things God provides for me.

yesterday,
i decided to host a pity party.
it was raining,
i was tired AF,
one of the Foxholers shared something with me that made me really sad,
and i was emotionally not in the best place.
sometimes,
it’s not a great day for a pity party.
we can’t always be together and posting spiritual captions on our IG.
sometimes,
shit just sucks.
i sent this text to one of my sisters from another:

yes,
i had on adele.
i was already hitting the gas to 100 for maximum depression.

i was happy that i wasn’t the only one throwing a pity party tbh.
so as i was celebrating my pity on my couch,
something told me to check my phone.
when i looked,
i saw that i had a tweet that said…

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did i miss the memo when the rules of being straight changed?

as a gay male,
when i look at dante,
the first thing i see are those big powerful thighs.
the way his shorts are grippin’>
i love looking at big thighs in tight hoochie daddy shorts.

next,
i see his thick ass bawdy and lastly,
it’s his handsome face.
even though i don’t see much of a print,
i’ve still decided in my head and fantasies:

I’d let him smash.

as a gay male,
those are my rules of attraction.
i thought i knew what straight wolves liked,
but their rules have changed.
this tweet…

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jay versace doesn’t want to live past 30

i have enjoyed jay versace.
he has made me laugh during my dark periods with his content.
it saddened me when a foxholer sent me what he posted

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john lawson abhors the gays hitting on him and wants ya’ll to lust quietly

le sigh.
there is a way to say and font things on beyonce’s internet.
you don’t see major companies providing products and services,
but being complete ass clowns to their customers.

This is what happens when you mix sex work with regula degulas who don’t know the business and aren’t fully comfortable.

i kept seeing john lawson and his content everywhere.
he is a short muscular wolf whose best feature is his butt cheeks.
these are what put him in the spotlight:

i was gonna post him for foxhole consumption but i’m not so sure now.
a foxholer sent me what he fonted on twitter today.
um,
john…

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christian walker was slightly offended by elijah schaffer so he outed him

christian walker is on a mission to drag cheaters out of the closet.
he found his father,
herschel walker,
wasn’t shit and has been dragging him every chance he got.
i’d pay to see footage of his reaction to his father losing in ga.
so ever since then,
christian has been on the warpath.
elijah schaffer…

who runs the website,
( x slightly offensive ),
had this to tweet about christian and his dad losing:

 which christan responded

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