Father God,
I come to you asking for your protection over myself and everyone in my life.
Those who stand by me and even those i struggle to get along with.
Clear our paths of any danger,
heal our bodies from any illness,
and remove anyone who isn’t good for us from our lives.
Let any evil intentions directed toward us be stopped in their tracks and returned to their sender tenfold.
Amen.

there is something going around where folks are dropping like flies.
i was absolutely shocked ( x when liam payne lost his life last week ).
don’t even get me started on ( x jay hefner ) and his tragic end.
it has been death after death amongst the rest of the the doom and gloom in the forests.
The Foxhole alerted me we lost a gay black porn star recently…

i was shocked and saddened when i read that mandisa from american idol died today.
i remembered her rooting for her to win.
she had such a warm spirit and was kind even though simon joked about her weight.
even though we don’t know what her cause of death is,
they are saying that she suffered from depression and spoke about her suicidal thoughts.
this is her,
without all the glam and turned “off”:

you can see the sadness within her eyes.
i’m starting to believe that…

you know what’s wild?
i was gonna write an entry about him a few weeks ago.
his ex-manager outed him about ( x his alleged drug use ).
i never got around to it and the twitter thread got deleted.
it seemed like things were good but this news today really broke me…

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what does having it all look like to you?
does it look like ^him?
i’d think,
because of how he looks,
that he had it all.
he had nice arms,
a big chest,
handsome face,
and a smile that could pull the best of them.

 

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sadly tho,
that is not all it takes because he took his own life recently.
he went by @whatsurig and these were his last tweets…

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